Hey you may not know this but im way into this show instant star. So I decided that I had mixed feelings about the finale. So I took matters into my own hands.

Hope you like it!

I don't own anything.

WARNING: Extreme Jommy-ness!

Jude inserted the key into the door and turned the knob. "home, sweet home" the words tasted bitter in her mouth.

She dropped the keys on the counter in the kitched nad took off her black blazer. She started the coffee pot when the phone rang. She walked over to the phone and answered with a sweet, "Hello?"

"Miss me yet?" said the voice on the other line.

Jude smiled and said, "Man, I thought I got rid of you."

"Cant get rid of me that easy Harrison, after all you are my best man." Spiederman said laughing a little.

Jude just kept smiling, she couldn't help it. "So house your lady? Man I miss you we havent talked in monthes!"

"Karma's good, still kinda mopey about the whole law suit and hwo she cant buy shoes every ten minutes. But that's not why I called. What do you think about me flying up there for a couple of days?" Speed said starting to get excited.

"That would be awesome! I could for sure get some time out of the studio to tour you around, do some window shopping. I have a futon that's practically begging for your butt mark." jude said at the thought of one of her best friends coming to visit.

"Great dude! Expect me next week. Speaking of, hows you current dude." Speed asked.

Jude had to think a little before you answered, " Oh, yeah, no hes good, yeah."

"Don't sound too cure of that dude." Speed said.

"Look I really gotts go, I got stuff to do, call me when you get on the plane or something. Bye." Jude said and hung up the phone quickly.

Jude exhaled deeply, she thought of her current boyfriend, his name was dan. He was a great guy they were dating for about 2 months. It was solid and stable relationship. So had she suddenly started to doubt. Every since Jamie called and talked about how NBR really took off and they have plenty of artists and they are checking for other space. Even tommy was producing for then.

Jude found her self thinking more about her old friends and old life. She loved her label. Dan was great. Jude thought back, nope, not once, she hadn't even said she loved him yet. Why?

Jude looked at the clock it read, 11:27pm. She had to be at the studio at 6 the next morning.

Jude grabbed her coffee and headed to bed.

The morning was smoggy and damp, the streets were busy and people were buzzing around. Jude grabbed her phone as she left the house it started to ring.

"'ello darling, hope your morning is going right." A british voice said.

"Oh hi dan. Its great so far, just goin to the studio." Jude said back.

"Oh well perhaps ill let you go then, have a nice day dear."

"Thanks, you too." Jude said hanging up the phone.

Jude walked down to her label about 3 blocks down from her house. She walked in and was engulfed by the warm air and smell of tea and coffee.

"Hey im ready, lets do it." Jude said catching up with her producer. She walked into the recording booth and started to sing. Something was off.

The song was great and she wasn't sick. This was the second to last song for her fourth album before it was released.

Her producer pressed the inetercom button, "everthing alright Jude? You look a bit dazed."

Jude looked up and said, "Can I talk to Liz."

Liz was the boss, the darius of London except more calm and less bald.

Jude walked into her office and said, "I cant do it, I cant my mind is so completely gone I cant even write a decent song."

"Jude calm down, what do you need?" Liz said.

"I need a break, I need to clear my head. My friend is coming up from Canada next week and I need to clear my head and get my past and my present to coexist." Jude said frantically.

"you've got two weeks, next week and the week after, use those to your advantage, we are so close." Liz said.

"Okay, great, thanks so much." Jude said running out of the office grabbing her bag and jetting off with her bag.

Sorry its so short guys I wrote it at like 2am. Ironically.

The future ones will be longer and more interesting, I just wanted to get it started.

Keep reading!

Next chapter up soon.