Title: Diary Series - The Diary Of A Vampire - Entry #1
Author: slayerangel4ever
Feedback: Always
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Angel stared out into the open space of the night air at the top of a 50
story building, writing which was something he almost never did, he read
more than anything but tonight, something made him write.
***
I miss her.
I always will.
But this is best, for her anyway and me ... I don't matter. She is the only
thing that matters, that has ever mattered.
Sure, my pain is raw and always there but I can deal with it; I *have* to
deal with it.
If I stayed, I'd have gotten her killed, or killed her myself.
I can't not touch her and touching her is like running through fire; deadly.
I wonder even after she is dead if I'll survive.
Will I?
Will I even survive her death or will I stake myself the minute I feel her
death? Not find out but feel it because we're soulmates; one so I'll know.
My heart will be gone, permentaly unlike now, where she has it.
Angel
Author: slayerangel4ever
Feedback: Always
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Angel stared out into the open space of the night air at the top of a 50
story building, writing which was something he almost never did, he read
more than anything but tonight, something made him write.
***
I miss her.
I always will.
But this is best, for her anyway and me ... I don't matter. She is the only
thing that matters, that has ever mattered.
Sure, my pain is raw and always there but I can deal with it; I *have* to
deal with it.
If I stayed, I'd have gotten her killed, or killed her myself.
I can't not touch her and touching her is like running through fire; deadly.
I wonder even after she is dead if I'll survive.
Will I?
Will I even survive her death or will I stake myself the minute I feel her
death? Not find out but feel it because we're soulmates; one so I'll know.
My heart will be gone, permentaly unlike now, where she has it.
Angel