Disclaimer. I sadly own none of the characters.
And dont hate me Jacob Black Lovers.
I hope you like this story.
Chapter 1
"Edward is gone.
He is gone.
Never coming back.
Gone for good.
He isn't here to protect me.
All the Cullens are gone.
Jake probably doesn't care.
Charlie is a nervous wreck.
Renee would die if she knew about my mental state.
My friends don't call anymore.
I have no friends.
I have no one."
I said as I sat on my bed with my knees pulled into my chest, hair a mess, eyes red from crying, nose stuffy, and a pounding headache. Charlie came in. "Bells… Honey, please come eat something." he said. I turned my head and stared blankly at him then looked away. "Please Bella." he said. I could hear the pain in his voice. "I'm not hungry." I whispered. "What?" he asked. "No thanks Dad, I'm not hungry." I said louder. He looked excited to hear me speak.
He closed the door and went downstairs…. He called Billy. I could hear only his voice. "Jake, can I speak to Billy?" he asked. "Billy! It's Bella. She is talking now!" Billy was talking. "No Billy. I mean other than Edward." he said. I winced. Edward.
~Flashback~
Edward and I were in the woods. He stared into my eyes.
"What a stupid lamb." I said. "What a sick masochistic lion." he smiled.
All I heard was his voice. You are my life now. Bella I love you. etc. I laid on my bed curled up into a ball. I cried myself to sleep.
~end of flashback and thought~
I woke up and got out of bed. I took a shower, then I got dressed into jeans and a baggy plaid shirt. I brushed my hair. I went downstairs. "Bells, what are you doing up?" he asked me. "I have to go to school." I said normally. His eyes lit up. "I'm gonna see is Jess wants to go out for a girls night." I said as I got cereal. The first thing I had eaten in a long time. I don't know how I had survived. But I still wasn't hungry. "A girls night?" he asked. "Yeah… like… I don't know.." I thought, "Umm… a movie, shopping, dinner, sleepover." I said. "Hmm… sounds like Alice." he muttered trying to make sure I didn't hear him I winced. "I miss her too dad." I said. His face flushed when he realized I heard him.
"Later." I said. I grabbed my keys and got into my truck. On my way to school I tried to figure out what I was going to say to Jess. "Hey Jess, I know we haven't talked in while but… No that's to obvious." "Ugh this is harder than I thought." I said. I rested my head against the steering wheel while at a red light. I looked up just as it changed green. "Just tell her you need to get your mind off of things." I heard a familiar voice. I looked next to me.
"Alice?" I freaked out. "Bella… Pay attention to the road!" she said. "I'm dreaming! You're not here!" I said looking at the road. I was afraid to look over incase she was gone. "You aren't dreaming. I'm here. I'm really here! Edward doesn't know." she said. "Wow… I'm insane!" I said. I pulled into the school parking lot. I got out of my truck… then Alice did. "No way!" I said. I stared at her. "Hey Alice." said Mike… she was real. Then he did a double take, "Wait… I thought your family moved to LA. What are you doing here?" he asked. "That's what I wanna know!" I said.
"I couldn't stay away from here. I've moved a lot… this is my favorite place." she smiled. "It rains all the time." laughed Mike. "I love the rain! Especially dancing in it!" she said suddenly perky. Mike and I laughed and he had to go. He waved bye and walked away. "So you really are here?" I asked. "Yes." she nodded. I hugged her. She hugged back.
"I can't believe this!" I said. "Bella, let's go get my schedule… and let's go to class." she said. I nodded. She was in my lunch, gym, geometry, and American history class. Lunch came around. I sat with my old friends and Alice skipped over.
"So… are you eating… and talking now?" asked Eric. "Kinda… I guess." I said. "Wait what?" asked Alice. Angela filled her in on everything she had missed. "Bella… you were catatonic!" she said. She got up. "Where are you going?" I asked. "To go get you some pizza." she said. "You do look really thin." said Jessica. I sighed. "Hey Jess, do you want to see a movie or go shopping tonight… I kinda told Charlie I'd ask you." I said. She thought for a bit. I bit my lip. "Yeah sure." she said. "Just don't tell Alice. She is a shopping maniac." I said. Jess laughed. "No, invite her. It's fine." "Okay… I warned you though." Jess took out her phone to double check her plans. "Oh shit… I'm working tonight. How about Saturday?" "That's even better." I smiled. "Okay."
Alice placed a tray with a slice of greasy cheese pizza, a diet mountain dew, a napkin, and a small salad. "Alice… you didn't have to do that." I said. "Yes, yes I did." I ate the pizza and half the salad and I drank the soda. The bell rang and I went to Biology. I sat at my table by myself. In the middle of class I went to look out the window someone was blocking my view… Edward. I jumped. I looked at the chalkboard and then back at the now empty seat. I couldn't wait to go home.
"Bella… Do you want me to come over?" asked Alice as I was getting in the truck. "If you want… but I have tons of chores." I said. "Just drive to your house." she smiled. Charlie was home when we got there. "Dad… we have a visitor!" I called. "Hello Je-" he started, "Alice? Cullen?" he asked. "Hey chief." she smiled. He hugged her and she hugged him. Alice loved all these hugs.
"Is everyone else here?" he asked. "No, just me… it was too sunny in LA… so I came back." she said. "If you need a place to stay you're welcome here… as long as you want." he smiled. "Thanks Charlie." she said. We went up to my room and Charlie returned to the station after a late lunch break. "I'm gonna pack… okay? I'll be right back. Just, do what you usually do." she smiled. "Okay." I said.
She left. I really wanted to know what Jake was up to. So I wrote a note to her.
Alice,
I went to work. I'll be back later.
I forgot I had a shift today. Mike
Just called me. Sorry. I will be
Back, don't worry. I promise.
Bella.
I left it on my bed.
I jumped into my pick up and drove to La Push. Today seemed to be a very off day.
I have Chapter written... it will be posted VERY soon.