Maybe He Can Help
Chapter 1
Heartbreak- intense anguish; usually due to loss of love from a significant other or death of a loved one.
Thats the dictionary definition of heartbreak. My definition of heartbreak? The one word, rather the one name, i can associate to heartbreak? KC Guthrie. The boy who ripped out my heart and danced on it. His smile, his laugh, his charm. All the things i fell in love with. His lies, his past, his actions. All the things i fell in hate with. He's so happy now, while i sit here dwelling on the past. They say it takes someone to help you get over the past, and i cant help but wonder when that person will come and fine me.
Sigh. Another day at the infamous Degrassi Communtiy School. Another day of mindless work, pointless chatter and another day of facing the precious angel that haunts my nightmares. I walk up the steps listening to Alli ramble on about how she hopes theres cute new boys this year. I cant help but wonder why this girl is my best friend. Of course i love her, she got me through that first month without KC. And for that i will always be greatful. As we walk through the double doors, i think abou how on the outside i may look completly different but on the inside im still the broken girl ive come to be so accustomed to. Last year i wore a uniform, out of choice, my hair was pulled back into a bone straight ponytail and i hid my sapphire eyes behind 2 glass lenses. This year i wore my sisters old clothes, i had short curly hair and i showed off my eyes thanks to laser eye surgery. I walked to my locker and noticed an over happy boy walking out of the office with another boy who looked to be his brother. They looked nothing alike but i could tell they were close.
Alli saw them as well and took great notice to the over happy boys brother. She started rambling at how cute he was and how she knew this year was going to be amazing. The bell rang and we walked off to our first class. Advanced Chemistry. I had a few classes with Alli. Actually only two. Chemistry and P.E. School passed in a blur and finally it was time to leave I have to admit though, i was a little dissapointed that no one haad really noticed my change. I was walking out with Alli, when i decided maybe i should just go back to the old Clare. As i went to put my glasses on Alli grabbed them and therefore causing them to fly into the road. Before i could even comprehend what had happened, a car... No a hearse rolled over the glasses and made a loud crunching sound. The car stopped and out stepped a boy in all black, who was apprently listening to screamo music. He bent down and handed me my glasses. He was the hottest boy I had ever seen. He smirked a little (god that was hot) and said "I think their dead". I was undoubtley nervous and Alli was giving him a dirty look. I tried to tak back but it came out as more of a stutter. I told him "Uhhh...uhm..Its uh ok, i got uh laser eye surgery". Smooth Clare, real smooth. He stared into my sapphire eyes with his emerald ones. Eventually he complimented me by saying "You have pretty eyes". Being the loser i am, i blushed and asked him, "So ill see you around?". He smirked that God awful smirk and repled "Guess you will". With that he got in his hearse and pulled away. I smiled to myself as Alli pulled me away rambling about how she knew i liked him. I didnt even try to protest. All i could feel was the wonderful feeling of my heart finally being stiched back together. Maybe i had finally found that person id been longing to help me forget my past.