Okay it is quiet the hard theme for a fic but I promise to keep it as nice and lovly as I can ´cause I originally imagened it to be the sweet story but still with winking eye content. Please enjoy. Again, if you don´t like the genre, the pairing, gay love and incest than don´t read. Note, when written like this is internal thoughts, like this normal dialoge and like this for Tadashi´s dialouge. Thanks!
It still hurts sometimes, it has already been a year and it still hurts the same. Hiro stood infront of the grave, the new baymax next to him still with Tadashi´s memory card. That was all that was left besides some clothes Hiro managed to hide from aunt Cass and most of Tadashi´s personal objects. Aunt Cass thought it would be best to throw it all out but Hiro just wouldn´t let that happen, at least not yet. Hiro´s heart level seems unregular, might this be because of the emotional attachment? Should we leave? Hiro looked up and got up from his crouched position on the floor. No, it´s okay... Hiro tried to pull up a smile. This situation states that I must preform a hug Baymax inched closer and streached out his soft chubby arms. Hiro didn´t hesitate and hugged Baymax as hard as his arms could bare it. Tadashi... I love you. Baymax petted his head softly as to comfort him, it worked a bit it made Hiro feel a bit better, just a bit, maybe enough to lie and say "okay".
Baymax? Hiro looked up, Yes Hiro? Hiro pushed away a bit. Lets go. Baymax grabbed Hiro´s hand and headed out of the graveyard.
- Sorry guys, I´m not in the mood today.. I won´t go to class.
Was the text message he sent to the group before turning off his phone. He wasn´t completely depressed or anything, It´s just, i want to be alone. He thought to himself as he walked home. On his way those who knew about Tadashi´s day just looked akward at Hiro as if they didn´t or couldn´t find the word to say. Didn´t blame them, it was tough, asn even more because they didn´t know the truth. The truth about what had happened three nights before that tragic night.
Hiro walked up to his room, Aunt Cass was out. Once upstairs with Baymax close behind Hiro sat at Tadashi´s bed. He caressed the sheets. it had been a while since they had stopped smelling like Tadashi. Hiro had cried the day he noticed they didn´t smell anymore, wishing, wishig he had just smelled them more. His hand stopped at the right corner. Oh, right. it was THAT corner, the corner where everything started, Hiro laid back and remembered the last of Tadashi.
It was late at night, Tadashi had gone out with friends and Hiro had finally decided to tell Tadashi his fellings regardless of the consecuences. Tadashi came home later than expected. Hiro had standed him up and tld him he loved him but not as brithers but as lovers. The moment lovers excaped Hiro´s lips Tadashi had gone pale and tense. Eyes widdened while other eyes filled with nervous tears. Tadashi had told him it was wrong, brothers could not be lovers. Hiro cried. He knew it, Tadashi didn´t feel the same. Tadashi droped to his knees, hugged Hiro and begged for his forgiveness. "I´m sorry Hiro, but, I feel the same! Forgve me! Forgive me I have ruined your life!" was what left Tadashi´s lips as tears dripped through Hiro´s shirt. He had petted Tadashi and said again how much he loved him.
Tadashi had brought his lips to Hiro´s and Hiro didn´t resist the urge of the kiss. As it deepend Hiro felt the edge of the bed at his legs. Before he knew it Tadashi was taking him to the bed. As they slowly kissed and caressed each other Hiro couldn´t contain his happiness and Tadashi seemed to feel the same. All they did that night was kiss and touch. Those were Hiro´s firts 4 and only orgasmin and the best. Hiro had tasted Tadashi´s cum and Tadashi´s Hiro´s cum. Hiro for a moment wanted more but he knew how guilty Tadashi must feel so he just let it that way. He slept in Tadashi´s arms in pure bliss and in the morning Hiro recived his goodmorning french kiss. A true bliss. Just like newly weds. The kisses continued after that but makeing out was almost impossible since they might be heard so Tadashi promised that after the presentation he would go with Hiro alone on a midnight date. A date that was never to be fufilled. Tadashi died the night before their date and all bliss died with him.
Hiro´s eyes snapped open from the lovely eire and tears flowed down as rivers. Don´t worry Tadashi, I won´t forget,, never, I will always love you. Never Tadashi, never will I forget- snif- I love you.. His word faded as he cried with Tadashi´s cap in his trembleing arms while being held by the worried Baymax at the edge of the bed, the edge were Tadashi had once given Hiro his warmth.
Thanks for reading promise chapter 2 is coming up! Thanks if you like please continue to read. It´s a sad and kind of short chapter but I am short of time tonight and I see it more as a juicy introduction for the rest of this lovely fic. Thanks again.