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Genis. He's amazing. He refuses to allow the fact he is a half-elf stop him. He continues to believe in Lloyd and all of his idealistic bullshit, even though the chances of it -actually- working are slim to none.

I am the Yin to his Yang. He is the light, the joy, the courage. While I am the dark, the sad, the alone. I may have many subordinates, but none of them I can truly call friends. No. I used to, but..

Yuan. He left the day Martel died. Couldn't deal with it. Couldn't deal with me. My anger, my -plans-. And Kratos. I'm not sure when Kratos stopped caring. It was probably the day he killed Anna. He was a fool, though. He knew it would never work. They loved each-other, yes. But, it was bound to fail. Because -I- was there. Making sure Kratos didn't fall off the track. She was just an annoyance. Kratos died that day with her, I believe.

But.. Back to Genis. Yang. I.. I trusted him. It was foolish. I knew. -Knew-. That when he found out who I was, he wouldn't, no, couldn't, trust me. He and Lloyd are best friends. And Lloyd is my Nemesis. Kratos' kid. The only human I could ever respect. Not because of his fighting abilities. Not because of his corauge or the fact no matter how many times he had to do something, he would finish the job. No. I respected his optimism and ideals.

A world with -no- discrimination? It was impossible. Deluded. Foolish. Yet. He believed in it so greatly. So.. forcefully, that everyone around him was drawn into the ideal as well.

Even Zelos. That fucked-up creature of a chosen. His life was one misery after another. Yet I gave him hope. A plan. He gives me Collette, Sylverant's Chosen and I shall grant his wish. Yet he refused. He joined them. And why?

Because of Lloyd. Lloyd and his brilliant. Brilliant Ideals.

How I hate them all.