Okay, so this was totally inspired by something in an rp that I did with some of my friends, though it made me cry and I decided that I had to write a fic for it. I don't own any of the characters. And normally I don't do any dedication, but this is to the Alois in our rp group who has vanished. We hope you are back soon.
This is from Ciel's POV. Enjoy
"I will never know why you passed... but I know that I will never forget how much I love you."
I smiled, tears running down my face as I looked ay his pale blonde hair, and the eyelids that would never open again to grant the world a glimpse of his bright, beautiful, blue orbs. "My eternal love... forever Alois." I held his cold hands as the thread between our hearts, once red, began to turn black. The color began to seep closer and closer to my heart, as my last minutes of life ticked by. The color seeped into it, turning the red of life into black. It grew harder to breathe, to speak, though there was much I had left to say. "I... I"m sorry Alo..is... in the end... I couldn't pro..tect y..ou." I bit into my lip, trying to fight back the newest wave of harsh tears, though it did nothing and I watched them fall onto your cold cheeks and onto the ground next to you. "I... lo..ve you." I kissed your cold lips lightly, still feeling heir natural softness, as I felt the black take over my heart, and feeling the icy grip of death approaching, feeling it's hand around my heart. I bit my lip yet again, looking to the butler that I had known for years, who had always been there for me, and who I can now admit that I had grown to love and care for. My contract glowed as my death was eminent, and he looked to me, knowing all of this. He was helpless, and showed this while also appearing as though he may cry, though this was because he had grown to care for me as much as I for him. "I'm so..rry... I c..an't live wit..hout my ot..her half... Sebastian." I knew this was the last time I would ever say his name. I looked back to my love, and cupped his cold cheeks in my hands. "I lo..ve you... m..y flo..wer... m..y lo..ve for..ever... my Al..ois." It was at this time that my strength gave out, and I fell, laying at your side. Sebastian's contract fading to a dull grey under a white glove, as he watches me, demon tears flowing from his eyes.
And now, not ten seconds lay here, I feel death's grip tighten and my body begin to cool. The cord on our hearts, once red, then black, turned to a pale grey and a heart that once spanned two young lovers, beats for the last time. I cry my last tear, and take my last breath, smiling and saying, "Al...ois..." and I die, smiling, because I know that I will see you again, and that we shall be reunited in the afterlife. I die of a broken heart.
This was my first angst fic, and I hope I did a good job on it. Please R&R, no flames.