Flashback
His strong hands tore at the material covering her slim figure, his mouth crashing onto hers, so desperate to have a taste. This had been their weekly routine – every Monday Night before Raw began, they'd meet in the utility closet, away from prying eyes and people with a head for gossip. This was their little secret, and it had been for the past three months.
"Stop, stop, I want to talk to you first…." She said, gasping for air, trying to regain her breath.
"Oh but what we're doing is so much more fun than talking babe….." he replied in his signature voice of arrogance.
"Stop alright, this is serious, I mean it…."
"Fine, fine what is it babe?"
"Well, ok the past three months have been great…"
"Yes they have…"
"And I know that this arrangement was suppose to be friends with benefits but…"
"But what babe?"
"Alright, eh I think I'm falling for you…."
End of Flashback
He replayed that moment over and over in his head, as he watched his best friend lead his new bride down the alter. His knew bride being the woman that confessed her feelings for him a little over a year ago.
He let out a sigh as the bride and groom passed by him. This should be his day. She should be his bride. But he pushed her away when she declared her feelings. Told her he didn't want a relationship, didn't feel the same way, when in truth, he did. He was just afraid of screwing it up, like he did with every other one of his relationships.
He now stood outside the church, watching them drive off in their limo. He didn't know how to act, what to do, he was lost. He looked up when he felt someone place their hand on his shoulder.
"It'll be alright man, just keep your head up ok?" Jeff Hardy said in a low hushed voice. He was the only one to know of the situation, and he had been their for the young man through it all.
"Yeah, I know…it's just hard man, really hard to see them together. To know I'll never have another chance. And that it's my fault."
"Man, people who are meant to be together, always end up together, so have hope. Maybe John and Lita aren't destined to be with each other. Maybe they are. But you can't try to interfere. You have to move on with your life. Things will work out in the end man, you'll see"
"I know, but like I said, it's hard."
Jeff gave the superstar a light tap on his arm as he left the church. His blue eyes just continued to stare down the road the limo had disappeared down a few minutes ago. With all the guests gone, he finally let his guard down. Now sitting in his car, he let a few stray tears roll down his cheeks. He had never been one to cry, but at this moment he couldn't help it. He lost the woman he loved. And to his best friend. Life for the Legend Killer, couldn't get any worse.