I regret the day,
I decided to push you into the ocean.
For it was me who drownd in sorrow.
While you stood there on solid ground,
watching me struggle.
Only you hold the key to saving my life,
and I fear you will not use it out of spite.
As I tread water I remember by hurting you I hurt myself.
I wish I could hate you but there is no way in hell.
Just looking at you on the shore,
makes my heart hurt all the more.
I know it my fault that I am alone.
So throw me a preserver,
or a reason of sorts.
Anything to remind me why.
For I am tired and can no longer fight.
So please save me on this dark night.