I stared at her eyes and she smiled at me, and I swore I could feel my heart skip a beat. I leaned in and kissed her soft lips for the hundred time and for the first time in six month since we were dating I just said it.

"I love you." I whisper in her ears. She gasped and turned her head to look me in the eyes.

"I love you too Erick." I smiled and laid back on the grass staring at the sky. I felt her do the same. "Do you have to go to that fishing trip tomorrow?" I smiled. I knew she was worried, she was a worried ward.

"I promise, I'll be safe. I'll come back." She sat down and look down at me. He brows together in pure worried.

"You swear?"

"I swear." She stared at me not believing. We hug each other and stayed at the park for a couple of hours more. I didn't had a good night sleep, all I dreamt was Adriana putting a shot gun under her chin and killing her self. Which was something impossible, and even though I didn't well follow her religious belief… I truly believe she would be protected, by the god she trusted so much. So I ignored the dream, woke up really early in the morning got a shower, got dressed ate a really good breakfast and left a note for her with my picture on it, so she could hold on to something while I was at sea. It was our little tradition. This strip was going to last two months, but when I come back I would ask her to marry me.

"You look happy." I grin and look up, to stare at josh. He was driving the boat.

"I think when I come back I'm going to ask Adriana to marry me." He shot his bro in mock shock.

"You? Really?"

"I think is time. Don't you?" He shrug and stared back at the sea. I walked back to my room to read a little bit.

Two months later.

I woke up sweating and looking around. I had that dreadful dream about Adriana killing her self with a shot gun… It was the second time I had that dream… The first time was the night before coming to the trip. Thankfully I was coming home tomorrow. I would ask her to marry me. She would say yes. We would have children, then grow old and watch our kids and grandkids.

If only that would of come true…

"Erick!" I ran out of my room and towards the pilot area the sea looked angry, actually like it was trying to get rid of us. No matter how hard we tried the boat was giving up… And we were going to die. I closed my eyes just as a huge wave was elevating to attack the little boat we were in and I just send Adriana a silent message:

Adriana my love,

In my mind we are married and had a beautiful girl that looks like you. Please continue life and live. Remember me with love as I will become your guardian angel always and forever.

I love you.

And the wave swallow us whole. And everything went black…

I woke up and looked around… I was in a weird island? I walked around and inspect it. I tried to find Josh but he was no where to be found. I decided to just gather food, and make a shelter, something to have Josh come to.

Who knows how long I spend in this stupid island, days, weeks, months, years… All I did every day was look for josh, and thinks of ways to go back to Adriana. She would have a search party for me, she would be getting depress but have hope. She's probably getting on the police nerves. I smiled at the though. Finally I made a little boat that gave me the opportunity to escape the dreadful island and got back to Adriana. I ran to her church were she would be on her knees praying for me, and what I found was a funeral, a girl was on it and people were crying for whoever was in the tomb… I started to say sorry but the gasp and shock stopped me. They were looking between me and the tomb. What the hell? I walked slowly towards the girl, my heart sinking with every step that I took. Once I arrived and looked down, something in me died. She was wearing way too much makeup…

"Is not to shock the people because the shot gun." Someone whispered in my ear.

"Shot gun?"

"She killed her self yesterday, when they pronounced you dead."

"But I'm not dead. I'm here." I said thru gritted teeth.

Please bear with me with the writting. My first language is spanish and well decided to write my first story in English. Later i might do my other stories in spanish. And please do Review :)

"It's been two years Erick. We couldn't find you… The search stopped a week ago. I closed my eyes as tears dropped down my cheek. I closed the gasket slowly and punch it.

"Erick. I know is hard, but God will cure your heart."

"God?" I said in disbelieve. I turned to glare at him.

"I don't believe in a God who let this innocent and pure heart commit suicide. God is dead."

"Erick! I know your hurting but watch your mouth." I stare at the one that's been speaking to me. He was the pastor of the church. Then looked besides the gasket where they had wine symbolizing Gods blood. I drank them making my point. I heard gasps and angry murmurs. I didn't care. The moment I knew it was Adriana in the gasket. My soul had died.

"Erick I must ask you to leave.'' I grin and stared at his neck which oddly enough was kind of attractive. I shook my head and started to walk out.

"Fine. But let everybody know a new Erick has been born." And with that, I went to have a party with misery.