Story: They swore endless love. Endless as it is they parted with shattered hearts now walking different paths. Tatsuha leaving Ryuichi a cold stone, both bitter. However when he comes back-Will they find a way to overcome their past? Or will they be loveless for eternity?
Disclaimer: We all know how this works… I do not own Gravitation; I do not own Maki Murakami. No point in suing a broke brat.
For Tatsuha/Ryuichi lovers, oh and for those who have nothing else better to do but read yaoi fics ;) . Great hobby people.Its my hobby too.
By the way did I say we need more Tatsuha/Ryuichi fics? No? Well now I did.
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"Wuu Tatsuha…" Ryuichi poked Tatsuha who was writing a couple of things in his notebook. He was sitting next to the younger kid on the floor. The singer didn't know what was written in the notebook, he wanted to see it. But what he wanted most was for his lover to pay attention to him! Not the book!
"Hmm Ryuichi?" Tatsuha asked his lover in a soft voice, but his gaze was still on the book he was writing on. Ryuichi was disturbing Tatsuha since forever.
"Whatcha doing?" Ryuichi asked looking at the book like a curious kid.
"Stuff." Tatsuha said as he continued writing in the book. Ryuichi was still annoyed Tatsuha didn't pay attention to him. He wanted Tatsuha attention day and night of course.
Right now the both of them were in Ryuichi's house. Every day Ryuichi would ask Tatsuha to come by his house because they would always have fun together. Ryuichi was still a kid in every way and Tatsuha is a kid. They both shared the same hobbies such as playing play station, the PSP, board games, coloring, watching Nittle Graspers old videos (well more to Tatsuha's hobby but Ryuichi didn't mind watching himself on screen over and over again, while watching his boyfriend hyperventilate over his moves on the stage.).
However today Tatsuha was being a bit boring, Ryuichi thought as Tatsuha continued writing. He didn't mind though as long as he was with his tall raven haired bishie boyfriend he was happy. "Is it homework?" he asked again chomping on Kuma's ears while watching Tatsuha write.
"Nopes." Tatsuha answered without looking at him. Woo that got on Ryu's skin.
"What is it? Is it important?" Ryuichi asked his tone a little harder than before.
"Kind off." He answered again.
Ryuichi gave a loud 'Humph'; well he couldn't disturb Tatsuha if whatever he was doing was important to him, so he didn't want to be a bother. Ryuichi was the type of person who wanted to be pampered all the time and Tatsuha was the perfect person to do that. Since the day they both hooked up about 5 months ago when Tatsuha finally turned 18. Even if Tatsuha was much younger he took care of Ryuichi like he was a porcelain doll that was precious to him. He did fight with Ryuichi at times but because of mutual understanding and so much love Ryu slowly returned the same feelings Tatsuha gave him.
He turned to crawl away with Kumagoro from Tatsuha. He didn't want to be a bother to him, besides Ryuichi wanted Tatsuha's attention, since he couldn't get it now, it's alright.
"Hey… hey Ryuichi where are you going?" Tatsuha finally turned his head away from the book to set his dark eyes on Ryuichi who was crawling away. "Ey…" His eyes landed on Ryuichi's cute butt that was moving further away from his view. "Come back here." He said sitting up to grab Ryuichi before he could go on any further on. "Very tempting showing me your cute butt Ryu darling." He said as he caught Ryuichi and nuzzled his ear.
"But you were soo busy with the notebook, so I thought I didn't want to be a bother tonight." He told Tatsuha. "Besides you didn't pay attention to me…" he pouted.
"You're never a bother, love. And I will give you my fullest attention!" Tatsuha said with a smile, "You know I love you, I was just writing some stuff that concerns… you and my life. Everything came to me just then and I started writing, once I start reflecting I don't stop." He said sheepishly. "Sorry?"
Ryuichi grinned and winded his arms around Tatsuha, "Forgiven! Tatsu-chan… you reflect? Wow I didn't know you do that."
"Hey! What do you mean by that? I do think about what I have done especially in our relationship Ryu!" he said, "You don't think I can actually think! Waaa! I have a mean boyfriend…" he pretended to cry… such drama he is.
The older man laughed and kissed his lips softly, "Do you really Tatsuha?"
"Really what?" he asked kissing Ryuichi's cheek then slid his mouth down to Ryu's neck.
"Think much about our relationship?" his hand went up to Tatsuha's hair and stroked it while Tatsuha kissed his neck.
Tatsuha smiled at Ryuichi's neck giving it one last kiss. He pulled his head back to look at Ryuichi's unusually blue eyes, "Of course I do... I would never hurt you." He promised Ryuichi, true enough it was hard to get Ryuichi to love him, and he would never bust his ass out to loose him.
"But if we ever break up… IF…" Ryuichi shuddered at the thought, "Who will take Aike?" he asked. Tatsuha looked at him, "We will never break up." He said with a strong stance, "Who'll take Aike? I nevertheless because you cant take care of a hamster or even a fish! How can I leave Aike with you?"
Ryu gave Tatsuha the sad eyes, "So you don't trust me in keeping Aike? So little faith in me Tatsuha." He said biting Kuma's plushy bunny ears like a baby. It was too cute a sight for Tatsuha that he just jumped and hugged Ryuichi.
" Damn it Ryuichi you're soo cute." He said giving Ryuichi the Eskimo kiss. "And soo mine" he grinned near Ryu's face but after a second he stopped grinning and pulled back to look at Ryuichi intensely.
"But a question Ryu…" Tatsuha asked still looking at him hard.
"Mmm?" Ryu's blue eyes stared back at him.
"Will you stay with me forever?"
"Ha-ha! What a silly thing to ask! Of course I will!" Ryuichi said with a small laugh.
"No Ryuichi, seriously will you? No matter what I do?"
"Haiii Tats-Chan, Ryu-chan won't back down on promises right? Of course I will be with you forever. Now answer me. Will you stay with me forever?" asked placing the palm of his hand on Tatsuha's cheek while knocking foreheads together lightly.
"Now you asking me is definitely sillier!" Tatsuha told him making another dramatic move by gasping and placing a hand on his chest.
"Seriously Tats-Chan, no matter what I do... No matter what. Will you always stay with me?" Ryuichi asked a bit seriously now.
At that serious tone Tatsuha stopped fooling around and gave Ryuichi a loving sincere smile. "Of course I would! Are you crazy?" he then laughed and kissed Ryuichi tenderly on the lips. "I love you Ryuichi Sakuma."
Ryuichi kissed him back with the same tenderness and passion his younger sweet lover had.
"Hehe I love you more Tatsuha Uesugi"
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Yeah right.
There is no such thing as forever.
There is no such thing as love.
"Well Ryuichi? What do you think?" Tohma asked snapping Ryuichi out of his thoughts.
"Huh? Sorry what Tohma?" Ryu asked raising his head blinking oblivious to the meetings current topic.
Tohma sighed then smiled at his friend, "The new song? Should it be called forever love? I think it's a perfect title."
Noriko who was sitting opposite Ryuichi at the meeting table nodded, "Yeah! Sounds like something the girls would swoon over. I opt for it!"
"Forever love? Should we call it that?" Ryuichi asked his two band mates, "I don't think it should be called that. It's so cliché. It doesn't work that way and the song really isn't about forever love isn't it?" he pushed back his long brown bangs away from his handsome white face.
Noriko shifted her gaze to Tohma, she really did not want to argue with Ryuichi, and in fact since 2 years ago she seriously did not want to trip over his wires, he wasn't such a happy go lucky singer anymore. She missed the happy Ryuichi though. All his songs that he wrote recently weren't about happy joy-joy love anymore. It was more of dark complex types of relationship and situations. Still who was she to complain to comment, it made such a sky rocket deal in their career, apparently the fans liked the new approach Ryuichi came onto to. His new aura was still phenomenal
On stage but his songs were so new and complex that it earned more fans than ever… if that was possible.
Tohma glanced at Noriko, he understood that she didn't want to say anything and left him to deal with Ryuichi. But he too, did not want to argue with his beloved friend.
"Well, what do you want to call it then Ryu?" he asked.
Ryuichi thought for a while his gaze vacant like he was spacing out for a while. His two friends stared at him worriedly, wondering what was passing through his mind. They felt utterly sad and disturbed as he was never like this. Before someone important in his life left, never.
"Loveless eternity." The famous singer finally spoke up.
Noriko and Tohma looked at each other, thinking that the title was actually really good and it went with the song, however because the song really matched the title they actually wanted the title of the song to be a contradiction, like people who heard the song would have hope that in the end they will find love even if it takes forever.
But since the songwriter himself wanted to call it Loveless Eternity, then let it be Loveless Eternity.
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A/n: Finally! I did a Tats/Ryu fic! I've been debating with myself should I or should I not. And yes to those of you who read my Yuki/Shu fic... I have this fetish with the boyfriends leaving the other for more than a year Hehe! I'm sorry! But but this idea just came into my head and it couldn't stop nagging at me till I wrote it! So spare me the flamed .
You know, I seriously wanted to stop at the kissy-wissy part because I thought it was so uber sweet. However being the angsty dramatic me, I decided to make it into those chapter by chapter fics. Hehe so I did... However this story I think would be short. About 5 or 6 chapters… or less I hope. Ehehe, so if you like please read and review, then I would continue… I love them reviews, yes give them to me baby ;) Hehe!
Hey did I say we need more Tatsuha/Ryuichi fics? I did? Well hear it again. Hehe. I'm also a fan of Tats/Ryu fics already . …
