" See you in September KC."
I've messed up, again. It seems like I can't be anything right. I had my chance to have Clare back in my life and I blew it. Clare was the only one that found out about my past and didn't start treating me differently. I haven't even told Jenna yet, I'm sorta worried about how she will react. I shouldn't have used Clare. It was stupid and selfish. I could have studied, I could have passed on my own. Though instead I hung out with Jenna. Clare was right I did slack off. Clare is always right, that's why I use to go to her for advice, before the break-up. To think, I had my chance to be her friend and blew it. Blew it for my girlfriend who I don't even trust enough to tell her about my past. I'm pathetic, I really am.
