My heart shattered into a million pieces as I looked at Riku standing next to Ed on the stage. I wouldn't mind if the love of my life (even though he doesnt know it) was in the talent show singing with someone else, but singing a song like this? It kills me.
I don't know you
But I want you.
All the more for that.
How could he be so blind as to see right through the obvious hints I give him about how I feel about him? But, I'm scared. Hes been my friend since we were both in cribs. We're both like brothers, I dont see him like a brother, but what if thats ALL he sees me as?
Words fall through me
Always fool me
And I cant react
Lies, thats not how they feel, thats how I feel. How dare they be able to stand up there and spout such...such...SHIT!
Games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Oh!
I clenched my teeth and squinted my eyes.
Take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
you have a choice
you made it now
I felt a hand on my shoulder and saw Link next to me. "Are you okay?" he asked. I shook my head "No, no I'm not. I-I don't want to talk about it. Not right now." I replied. He frowned and sat back in his seat.
I dont know you, but I want you! (Take this sinking boat, and point it home)
We've still got time
Falling Slowly
Sing your melody
I'll sing along
They both finished and the auditorium erupted in applause. They both have angelic voices, and I cant hate Ed. First, hes a model, the school celebrity. Second, its not like its his fault Riku loves him, Ed doesn't even know.
Edward Elric, age 17, sex symbol of Twilight High. Riku, age 17, sex symbol of Sora's mind. Yeah, that seems to fit.
I didn't talk to Riku for the rest of the day, not like he noticed. He was swooning over Ed. Not like theres much to swoon about, hes a freaking model!
Theres naked pictures of him everywhere, so theres not an inch of him that everyone hasn't seen. But, maybe its the fact that every inch of him is...perfect. Hes short, maybe 5'3, he has hazel eyes, long blonde hair that he keeps in a braid, beautiful abs, and lets not go further than there.
Of course, someone as perfect as that goes perfectly with the ONE person that I fall for. Riku, if you're somehow telepathic, I want you to know that im falling for you, falling hard.
So, when you get horizontal with our lovely Ed, I want you to think about how much im hurting, and about how I cant get up. A tear streamed down my face as I walked home.
I burst into my room and slammed the door locking it and laid on my bed, just staring at the celing. Why should I care what he does with his life, or WHO he does for that matter. Hes not my kid...who am I kidding?
I love him, LOVE. And nothing can change that. Not Edward, or any amount of ignoring. He will see sooner or later what hes doing to me. You know, why not sooner? I get up off my bed and stride out of my house, walking down the street to Riku's.
