WARNINGS:
-I have no idea how many parts will be added; maybe one, maybe ten.
-THIS FIC IS VERY SLASHY. If you do not approve of relationships that involve two people of the same sex (which is slash), then please do not read this or write hateful reviews.
Disclaimer: "This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended."
DREAMS
Sometimes I dream...
You stare into my eyes and I swear that there's something else in that storm that brews behind your eyes besides hate and disgust but I just can't tell from so far away. Maybe if I just reach out and brush that piece of hair away, maybe then I'll understand, and there's a little smile in the right corner of your mouth and...
Another snide remark, but I only smile these days because somehow I know that your insults only hang between us because it's expected, so I'll let it go for now. And they appreciate it with a little laugh and others think for a minute that I'm clenching my fists because I'm going to hit you, but one of these days I'll push that remark aside and take you in my arms and I...
In the infamous Great Hall and I'm talking to others but I can tell you're walking behind me, and out of the corner of my eye I can see you're looking at me and it's all I can do to stop myself from turning around and smiling at you because that remark still stands between us, but I'm sure you realize that it doesn't have to be there either, and I think...
So it's finally happened, but for some reason I don't feel like you're there and while you hold my hand in an empty hallway I can't help but wonder why the snide remark's still hanging around and I wouldn't be able to say for certain that you would keep holding my hand if we walked into the Great Hall right now and I think I...
And then you made me promise to meet you in the dark after everyone was warm and safe in their rooms and there were no insults to be found around us and all we did was talk and we called each other by our first names and it felt so awkwardly wonderful and you still had a little smile in the right corner of your mouth, but this time it was just for me and no one else, and you let me reach out and brush that piece of hair away and I think I am...
I didn't know how to react at the Quidditch game and when I caught the Snitch you only cursed once and then you smiled and I knew it was alright. And when everyone else had left to celebrate, we stuck around and you flew with me and I swear I had never felt so right in my life, and with your arms around me you whispered in my ear that you loved me and as we sharply dived down to earth at the speed of love you screamed and I think I am falling...
Fin.