Rosalie's POV

"The last thing I remember was jumping off a cliff and just lying there wishing my life was over and thinking this was it I'm dead" Esme started to cry as she spoke about her human life.

"When I woke up I felt better already because all of my worries could just slip away like rain down a window and I didn't care about the trouble of my old life because I could live a proper life now". As Esme Stopped Carlisle said lovingly "yes you can and you can live it with me by your side whenever you need me". Carlisle kissed Esme and smiled.

Bella interrupted fast and said "awww Esme".

Jasper had told his story before Esme and was still upset from what he had done but he finally asked me about my human life. I looked at him and inside I little part of me just screamed. I started to talk.

"When I was about 8 years old I always wanted a baby and my mother would buy me a doll for me to play with and as she said practise with. I would dress the doll up in pretty pink clothes and cute little shoes and I would treat it like a real baby". I smiled as I said that.

"as I grew up I started to understand what it meant to be a mother and when I reached 16 my father kept buying me nice clothes, jewellery and shoes but the more stuff he brought me the more I kept wondering why is he buying me this stuff? I mean it's not that I don't like it but it was like he was smothering me with diamonds." I looked over to Renesmee and I could see in her eyes that she would love all that money.

"One night I overheard my mother and father taking and they spoke about me getting married to a man called Richard Dowling I knew exactly who they were talking about ... he was a snobby 17 year old boy who acted like a 5 year old but I had plans of my own".

"There was one man who stood out the most for me and his name was Royce King and he was everything I wanted he was rich, handsome, strong, loving and more. When I was 18 I started getting closer to Royce and he was so loving and I had only seen the side to him that he wanted me to see. He would tell me loves me, he would hold till the rains stops and his kisses were so passionate but it was all a lie and the truth was one thing I didn't wanna know." I stopped for a while because I started to weep but Emmett took hold of me and I carried on.

"On the last night of my life I was at a friend's house and she had recently had a baby and he was so sweet... he had dark brown eyes and dark brown hair but as it was getting late I had to leave. I walked past a group of men around the ages of 20 - 25 but as I looked more closely I noticed one of the men was Royce. He called me over and he and his drunken friends didn't care what they did." at that moment Renesmee left the room because Jake pulled her out because he knew what I was going to say.

"The raped me and they left me in the street thinking I was dead believe me I wanted to be. A few minutes after they left Carlisle found me he smelt the blood and didn't want me to die"

"After I woke up I wanted to kill those drunken idiots the ones that had ruined my life and I needed revenge and fast. I killed them all one by one but saved Royce for last so he would know I was coming. I didn't want to live but when I found Emmett everything changed and he is the only for me to stay alive"

After I said my story jasper spoke and simple said "I'm sorry"