A/N: Hey. I'm Janie. New to posting, old to writing. I wrote this a while ago actually about a friend that I thought I loved, HA! I'm funny. You'll understand. I put Alex Russo in my shoes.
Warnings: Implied incest, I guess.
Dedication: Lara, my best friend. Telling me to get off my lazy ass and post this.
Lara-xo is on , search her. She's AMAZING.
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What is l.o.v.e?
I don't even know,
I've never
experienced it
before.
It's more a cliché thing that
everyone thinks they go
through at least once in their life
but it turns out that they just get their hearts 'broken'.
Hell,
I'm almost 16
and I never wanted to go
into something so complex as that.
I just want to get my school finished
(yeah right),
get a lot of money
(how to do that…)
and gain some respect 'round her
(That wouldn't be too hard to do).
But just when I thought
that I tamed this wild beast.
I.
Frick'in.
Failed.
He has been here ALL of my life.
What has this emotion
Done to me?
Why!
Did it pop up now?
Did I sin God?
Are you putting me through a test?
I don't understand,
This love thing.
I'm not suppose to go through…
this.
Coming to terms with this thing
Everyone calls love,
It truly is the hard thing.
Stop staring at me.
Stop teasing me.
You are pleasing me.
I hate it,
Stop.
Seriously.
Everyday.
Every moment.
I find it harder.
Harder, longer, stronger.
Then it has been before.
And when I thought I wasn't
So cliché at all.
I figured out what was wrong with me.
It was.
Love, (l.o.v.e.), love!
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