you are seventeen

and the world is yours.

.

there are ashes on your fingertips

from when you burned the world.

.

(and that's funny, isn't it? fire was never your thing, son of the sea)

.

you lick them off your fingers

and swallow them

(just like your sins, remember pandora's jar?)

.

you are evil, you think

and you are not wrong

remember when you were good?

(of course not. it's been so long)

.

you

are

ruination

.

not sure who you were

not sure who you are

not sure who you are going to be

.

(not even sure if you'll be human anymore)

(isn't mortality your strength?)

.

you are seventeen

and sanity is not yours.

you are

crazy

there are monsters in your head

in your heart

there are monsters in your mind

there from the start

.

(I know you can fight them)

.

dear a:

happy one-day-late bday!!! i'm sry this is late and the wrong prompt and short

enjoy being thirteen. it's nuts

x dee