"ALWAYS THERE..."

Elliot and Olivia had just finished a rough case. She thought about asking him to join her tonight. She did that after a tough day. She needed to let go of the tension and he was there, since the first year of their partnership, it was so easy to just be together like that, even when he was with Kathy, he was there for was always there...

"Hey El, will you join me tonight?"

She always had this fear that the answer will be no, even if it never was.

"Sure Liv"

He always made it sound like something normal, like they were going out for drinks or something, like he wasn't cheating on his wife (even tho they were separated), like they weren't sneaking behind every ones back, like they weren't best friends and partners. He acted like they were just two strangers hooking up.

But he was afraid. The truth was the he was afraid that if he tried to get things serious he would lose her forever and he wasn't gonna let that happen, not after all this time!

The ride home was quiet. The ride on the elevator was quiet. They didn't say a word. She unlocked the door. They got in. She had her back to him. He stood behind her only a few inches apart. She could feel his breath on the back of her neck. She could feel him moving. Then she hear the sound of his jacket falling on the floor, hers was next. Olivia shivered as she felt his fingertips moving on the skin, barely touching, and removing her jacket, letting it fall on the floor.

Elliot, then, left a small kiss on her exposed neck and his hands traveled down her body. She then bend her head back and moaned. She loved how every time he took him time with her.

He always took his time with her. Even tho he never said it he loved her so much that he just couldn't imagine rushing things.

He took her shirt off leaving her only with her bra. He took his off as well and pressed his body against hers. Reached for the botton and the zipper of her jeans, as he undid them he could feel her breathing heavier, he know she was trying to keep queit, not wanting him to know the effect he had on her, not wanting him to realize how deeply in love she was with him.

"Let it go baby, you know I like hearing you moaning and making all these beautiful sounds all because of me!"

She felt how hard he was as he pressed up against her lower back. Elliot, then, pushed his hand inside her pants, feeling her wetness, finding her clit and teasing it gentle with his middle finger, that made her back her head on his solder aching her back and moaning loudly,releasing all the moans she was holding back.

"God Liv, you're so fucking wet."

His breath brushing her ear and cheek was enough for her to turn around without warning. She was about to take control now. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she pulled him close and caught his lips between hers. She didn't need promision to enter his mouth with her tongue. She always loved that about him. She was never afraid of doing things with him. Unwrapping her hands from around his neck she stared working on his pants. She didn't break the kiss. If she did, she was gonna have to make eye contact with him. She never did that when they were like this cause he would see. He would see all the love in her eyes and that would ruin it all.

She wasn't good enough for him. That's what she thought. He deserved something better. But untill he finds it, she would be here, she will imagine that this is real, for just a little while at least.

His pants and boxers were on the floor. He was the one to break the kiss now. He took his shoes off and steped out of his pants as he pulled Olivia's jeans and panties down as well. She did the same thing.

In a heart beat their lips were attached again, his hands on her back unhooked her bra and she let it fall. She then pulled herself up and wrapped her legs around his waist. He know she loved doing that, and she knew that he was always there to hold her safely in his strong arms.

"Take me to bed El"

That's all he needed to hear. They made their way to the bedroom and he layed them down on the bed as she pulled him closer. Her perfect breasts on him bare chest felt like heaven but he moved back. He looed at her body underneath him. He took a second to take it all in 'God is is so beautiful' he thought before he moved his hands to cup her breasts, took one in his mouth and sucked on it gentle, her skin was so sensitive that if he sucked a little harder he would defenetly leave a mark.

She run her fingers in his hair as he moved to the other breat, teasing her nipple with his tongue. She could feel herself on the edge just by that, she was about to cum.

"Please El..."

He raised his head a little letting go of her nipple.

"What is it baby?"

"I...I need you...inside"

Elliot moved up her body leaving kisses on his way and he felt her hand around his manhood. She brushed him a little on her enterence and he felt her jucies on her cock. He couldn't wait either. She pushed up and he pushed down. This was always her favorite part, him sliding inside her, he was so big that he barely could fit inside her.

He was always scared of hurting her, she could feel it, but he never really did. She could also feel that he was holding back.

He always did at first.

"Let go babe" she whispered "fuck me El"

He started moving fast in and out of her. She stared moaning and moving against him. It wasn't going to last long tonight and they both knew it. They haven't been together in 3 week and the lust the both felt for eachother was unbarable.

"Fuck El, yes. Go harder"

She begged as she was getting closer and closer.

"God Liv, you feel so good. So fucking tight."

He felt her walls tighter around him as she came, and he came inside her as they screamed each others name.

He collapsed on top of her. Sweat covered them both. His head on her chest listening to her heartbeat, he loved hearing it going back to normal. Olivia played with his hair and had her legs still wrapped around his waist as she felt him soften inside of her, and then it hit her. They didn't use protection. She stoped stoking his hair.

"El...?"

"Mmm..."

"We didn't use a condom!"

to to be continued... (I think ?)