Disclaimer: Maki Murakami owns Gravitation. This is actually my second drafting of this storyline- first time posting it. Back then I didn't know anything about Gravitation...Now I know LOTS!

Tears streamed down Seguchi Touma's fear stricken face. He knew something was going on and when he heard the gun shot his life stopped for a moment.

"Eiri." He breathed rushing through the doorway towards Uesegi Eiri's shaking blood covered body. "Shhh, Eiri, we have to go now. Come with me please."

"Yuki!" Eye sobbed into his tutor's bloody corpse. Touma pulled at the small boy's arm to pry him away from Kitzawa's body before the cops showed up. Eiri was relentless at first but then realized that he was going to lose the fight anyway let go but not before whispering, "I love you Yuki" This tore into Touma's jealous heart. His love for the boy surpassed everything. He was obsessed with him...would do anything to keep him safe...even kill.

time warp

"Yuki?" Eiri cringed at the tone of voice his pink haired lover said his name.

"Yes brat?"

"Touma has killed for you...well almost. Aizawa had never been the same since Tohma-san pushed him infront of Sakano-san's car."

"Right, you bug me all the time about this and now when I decide to tell you talk. You want to hear this or not cause I have some work that I could be doing." Shuichi nodded closing his ever flapping lips.

time warp again

"Eiri can you walk?" Touma questioned tilting the boys chin up so that their eyes met. He was searching for an emotion anything other than what there was... Fear. Touma knew that the fear had nothing to do with the fears of the past few hours. It was Eiri's fears towards the Nittle Grasper keyboardist.

Touma knew that this was all his fault, he loved the boy more than anything. Eiri showed that love in return but due to age and publicity he had shoved the poor 16 year old into the arms of Kitzawa. 'Now see what this has gotten into' Touma thought as he carefully lifted the feather light teen into his small arms carrying him to the car to get to the hospital.

"It's all my fault isn't it Eiri-chan?" Touma looked down onto the silently sleeping boy who now lies in the hospital bed.

"Internal bleeding" the doctor had told Touma when he brought the teen in over three hours ago. Eiri was out of the O.R. now and in a drug induced coma.

"Mr. Seguchi." Touma looked across the bed to where the doctor stood.

"Yes what is it?"

"There's a very disgruntled woman on the for you out by the nurse's station for you."

"Thank you.," he said politely excusing himself from the room to the phones.

"Konnichiwa Mika-san."

Time warp

"Yuki?" Eiri cringed once again at the voice.

"What?" he spat

"Question?"

Eiri took a deep breath "What?" he said slowly exhaling.

"Was Seguchi-san and Mika-san married then?"

"No, not even dating."

"Oh."

time warp again

Three weeks had passed and Eiri had not awakened. Touma stayed plastered to his bedside morning, noon and night.

"I really do blame myself Eiri-chan. If I hasn't been so sob . This wouldn't have happened...It's all my fault." Touma sobbed uncontrollably into his hands, shoulders trembling with every breath.

"Nani?" Touma looked up golden eyes were open staring at the different objects around the room, finally landing onto Touma. "Yuki?" the teen squinted his eyes to better focus them onto the other man's face.

"No Eiri-chan its Touma." Eiri smiled and took hold of his friend's hand.

"Touma...Where am I?"

"The hospital. Do you remember anything?"

"No." Touma was silent as Eiri searched his mind for any image that could trigger his memory. "Blood." He whispered after a long while.

"Huh?" Tohma looked up.

"I remember blood...L-lots of it...Yuki was drunk...there was this other guy ...Oh my God!" Eiri choked back sobs that threaten to show their ugly faces.

"You remember."

Eiri nodded. "He………he raped me." he whispered. "Then there was a gunshot...Touma-san is Sensei alright?" there was an urgency in Eiri's voice. Touma closed his eyes to first allow some tears to stream down his alabaster skin, then to hide his true feelings of loathing towards the tutor.

"Eiri-chan, Sensei is dead. I'm so sorry this is all my fault I pushed you into Yuki's arms even after we found out our feelings were the same." Eiri looked up to see Touma's aqua eyes staring right into his.

"You really feel the same way as I do?"

"I love you more than anything this world can offer me. The fame the money. It hasn't meant anything to me since we met." Touma's eyes started shedding that damned emotion again he could feel it, the molten hot liquid carving wrinkles into his ageless face.

"Touma don't cry. None of this is your fault. I made the choice to be with Sensei...He hurt me and you came to my rescue, I owe you my life now."

"You have to go back to Japan" Eiri's eyes widened. His face twisted into rage.

"I won't go back there! You know how they treated me." Although it pained him to do so he sat up and pushed the keyboardist away.

"Don't get up, you're not strong enough to." Touma tried to reach out for the younger man but got his hand slapped back.

"No get away from me." Eiri screamed just before his eyes froze then rolled to the back of his head and fell into a pile on the floor. Eiri though 16 was still small enough to be cradled in Touma's arms. He held the shaking body close to him and rocked him back and forth.

"Eiri! Eiri!" Touma cried "Damnit Eiri what the hell is wrong with you? Answer me!" And then as quickly as it started it ended. Eiri's body went limp. Unfortunately it went a little too limp. "Eiri?..." No response. "Holy shit! Help!" Touma yelled franticly as a nurse rushed in.

"What happened, is he alright?" (there's your sign) Touma didn't have time to Pin that question to her.

"He's not breathing!"

TBC

A/N: well what do you think? Ya like this? It's a tad different from my other two on going fics...which I promise that I'll update soon. Read and review this one please...I know my English sucks so no need to tell me that. I already have this fic written out into paper so it's just a matter of you peoples wanting me to continue and me getting it onto the computer. I will not update unless I have 3 reviews (See I'm not that bad only three of ya'lls have to read and enjoy this out of how many people?) Ja' ne!