The screaming, the yelling, the hair pulling, the arguing, the hugs, the kiss', the fall downs, the
up downs, the thunderstorms, the late night nightmares, I signed up for all of that when I had
kids and not a day goes by where there is a dull moment. From the hair pulling to the late night
tummy aches at two fifteen in the morning and I had four of them the oldest is our princess
Angel, she's six and a huge mommy's girl and that's only because her father never wanted kids
came home drunk and told her she was a "mistake" and he is no longer aloud in the house I
can't get her to stop crying every time she sees him, next is Evelyn she's also six I named her
after his mother who I had met when I was seven and she had helped me when I was bullied,
she talked to me, she listened, she was a second mother to me so I had named my daughter
after her, that's when the real blizzard had started he hated that I named her after his mother
who has left him, who had left him with an abusive father, who had tried to use him but in the
other hand she had saved my life I could understand where he was coming from and I said he
could call her something else but I was calling her Evelyn that was our agreement but he didn't
see it that way, the night I had gotten home from the hospital I had caught him with another
women in our bed we had gotten past it after two years only to find him doing it again and I still
can't forgive him. The last one I had was Tj, Tj is short for Tobias Jr. Tobias and I had sex drunk
angry sex and he came one month early but healthy as a house I had named him Tobias jr.
because he looked so much like his father I just had to name him after him but still not being
able to forgive Tobias I called my son Tj. Theo is Eric's child when Eric had jumped off the
chames I had taken his son in and named him Theo is five and a lady killer with his grey eyes.
Now those are my children Tobias and I still have yet to talk about me taking in Eric's child but it
was the least that I could do for causing his death. Theo calls me mommy but Tobias refuses to
let him call him his father or daddy. And I fear I have driven an even bigger wedge with what I
have just done. I invited every faction to come to Dauntless to kick off something called a faction
festival and every leader has to attend. I hope and pray that what I'm about to do will bring our
family back and not brake it in half.