I Think I Made You Up (Inside of My Head)

by Wholocked221

He remembers, but they don't fit. He remembers but he has to ask. He remembers, but he is almost sure that he made him up inside of his head.

AN: Another poem I wrote, based roughly - U used the same title - off of i think i made you up inside my head by bittereternity over on Ao3 Enjoy!

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I think I made you up inside of my head

I think I made you up, just a dream

Just a story told to no one else

I believe in heroes, and I believe in you

I believe in you, but I think I made you up

I remember you, I remember you beside me in the sun

But was it real? The memories do not fit

Are they even my own?

I think I might have made you up

You reach out and you touch my arm

You feel real

You tell me you are as real as me, but I wonder

Am I real?

I think I made both of us up

You see everything, you see me

But you've slipped away, you're slipping away

I want to ask you what it took, what it took to be you

Did that mean I made you up, that I need to ask?

You were not you for a time, I know.

Did I make that up, too?

I feel something, but it is not you

It is cold and unforgiving

It is telling me that inside my head, I made you up

I died, I woke up

You were there, you weren't

Did I make this up?

Did I make you up?

They tried to give it to me, they tried to give it back, and they gave me you

But it wasn't the right you

I think that maybe I made my version of you up

I see you, I see my legacy, and with it, I am well pleased

In the back of my mind, still sometimes I wonder

I wonder if I made you up inside of my head