Author's Notes: I think I just created a new form of literature... ^^
The underlined words are lyrics from the song My Sweet Prince performed by Placebo. The italics are thoughts that came into my mind and correspond to the respective lyrics.
These are Hibari's thoughts/sentiments/emotions towards Gokudera.
I strongly advice you to listen to the song so that you can really get the feeling of it.
Never thought you'd make me perspire.
Never thought I'd do you the same...
Never thought I'd fill with desire.
Never thought I'd feel so ashamed...
Embarrassing... Humiliating... Nothing would be able to justify the situation.
My thoughts filled with your presence, my heart filled with your existence...
What an annoying herbivore you are...
Daring to attach me to such addictive and painful emotions...
Daring to make me feel this... this - ...
I'll bite you to death.
...
Me and the dragon can chase all the pain away.
So before I end my day, remember...
My sweet prince, you are the one.
My sweet prince
you are the one...
A childish desire clouding my mind all day long...
A reckless craving for - ...
A lustful longing for - ...
...Are you satisfied?
Are you going to disobey the rules again?
Are you going to blow off your dynamites once more?
Do you think you have the right - ...
This place was not meant for your kind.
Get away from my heart...
I'll bite you to death.
...
Never thought I'd have to retire.
Never thought I'd have to abstain...
Never thought all this could backfire.
Close up the hole in my vain...
This is getting kind of old, don't you think?
My selfish confines seem to be breaking anyway...
Even if I'm trying to restrain myself from doing all these lustful actions...
Even if I'm trying to stifle my sight from seeing you in a way I shouldn't...
A desperate effort of failure... A demanding struggle managing to drift me in its abyss...
Love?
Don't make me laugh...
...
Me and my valuable friend can fix all the pain away.
So before I end my day, remember...
My sweet prince, you are the one.
My sweet prince
you are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
My apathy has taken the form of every emotion in existence...
My indifferent violence has transformed into frantic fury and wrath...
Even my forgotten dreams have changed to memorable nightmares...
You're eliminating every small thing that's preventing me from being like you...
You're destroying every silent hope for the isolation I used to desire...
You're converting me to everything I loathe and detest...
Torture... For an undefined reason... For a worthless purpose...
For... For something that should be avoided...
...
Never thought I'd get any higher.
Never thought you'd fuck with my brain...
Never thought all this could expire.
Never thought you'd go break the chain...
The irony that describes the situation does not look entertaining in my eyes.
The bloodshot eyes that accompany the gaze of the defeated do not satisfy me anymore...
The red color that's painted my weapons for so long has now lost all of its warmth...
I'm desperately trying to catch a dragon without having a set of wings on my back...
How pathetic... How pitiful... This state that I'm in...
This state that you caused...
You - ...
It's all your fault...
...
Me and you baby still flush all the pain away...
So before I end my day, remember...
My sweet prince, you are the one.
My sweet prince
you are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
Show me the way out and I'll run... Show me the exit and I'll leave...
A futile desire for the forbidden apple... A pointless chase for all the things that surround you...
As if I'll manage to keep something from you in a bottle and let it out whenever the emotions attempt to seduce me...
As if I'll ever be able to... To - ...
...
You are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
You are the one...
These sentiments transfigure me to a sinful man...
A troublemaker...A disobedient brat... That's what expresses love... That's what colors all the emotions you make me feel...
And disobedience is not tolerated...
Disobedience is not...
It's not - ...
Never... For no one...
...
My sweet prince...
My sweet prince...