3nbs of Butters Stotch

by Ms.Boner

My eyes saw U M,U were with me in my somewhere/nowhere dream. It was so real I could really feel U M. You told me not to be afraid that you will protect me that you always have M. This is Butters' "nb" his innermost feelings are here. rating may change.

AN: Okay um so some people are having trouble understanding the story sorry for that um this story is hard to understand, it's a homage to 3nbs of Julian Drew (if you haven't read the book it's really good I recommend it! Also it'll help you some with the plot and the codes.) but no problem I'll help you guys out! Okay so here's some of what the numbers mean. 1=I, 4=H, 3=E, 5=S, so a bit tricky but when you get the hang of it it's no biggie. For the dates (25) the day of the week is first then the month and lastly the day of the month so for example THN23 would just be Thursday,November 23rd. The time is the real time and the WP and WA just are PM and AM. Okay so now that your all set enjoy!

TO25

8:03WP

I bought this nb for 75 cents at that store by Tweek bros. I saw U there my face was blushing. I love U. 43 would kill me if 43 knew I was gay.

14AT3 43! And 14AT3 543!

But 170V3 U.

U make me want to throw all my fears and doubts away. U make me want to not be afraid. To not be afraid of 43 and what 43 can do. But until then i stay afraid.

WO26

8:46WP

Dear U.

Who?

You M.

For weeks my brain had a dream. A somewhere or nowhere dream. U where there M. My face was buried in your chest your R hand was on my back and your L hand was on my head. And U where singing. I didn't know the song but I didn't care and U finished singing and smiled at me U said 'I L you Butters.'

U said my name in the only way U can M! And for only that same somewhere/nowhere dream I felt like I was real.

FO28

4:23WP

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I wrote your name M. Each letter that I carved was like a painting. Every character had to be PERFECT. It's your name after all (even if the pen crossed it out). The pen drew a box around each letter + wrote every letter in the alphabet on top of each letter in UR name M just to make sure no 1 can tell what was there.

Just in case

Writing UR name M was like having you with me helping me like you always do. My brain was thinkin' about doing this 4 days. My hand finally tried. For you M my hand is trying to be brave.

I want to tell you everything