"I still now don't know what it happened when I changed to the "twelve doctor", I don't know if I did bad the process or If the machine wasn't prepared... It was so weird. At first I felt so bad, I don't knowed what to do and the way that I had to accept it but... If you ask me now If it was a good idea still with it... I will say yes" –15th doctor
My body started to feel weak, tired, as an old machine waitting to go to the trash. That was really weird because, until then, all my old bodies worked for a really long time. Maybe on the change process that body was hurted or maybe I don't take care as I should, all the adventures, the travels, the monsters... Everything makes my body shout and say:
"That's all doctor, I need a change, and I want it now!"
I walked across the room, one time and another... Thinking about if is it a good idea. One side of my fabolous brain tell me that is too soon for the change, but then my body start to make me feel the pain. Finally, first time ever, I decided don't pay attention to what my brain say and accept that I'm borken and I need to go to the doctor (Sarcastic, really? Beacuse I'm a doctor, and I need a doctor... Well that's not important).
I put out my coat, pull out my tie and I walked to the center of the room like the last eleven times, and like the last eleven times I don't wanted to leave yet... But is something that I have to do If I want to still alive. I looked to my reflex for last time, beautiful hair, eyes and yeah two hand and two legs... Sucks that when I start to take affection to my body I have to change it. Monsters, aliens, angels... This doesn't scare me, but everytime that I feel near to the regeneration If I said that I'm not scared of it, I'm a liar. It hurts, so much.
In the process, I feel like when you are in the roller coaster, it's funny at the begining (You feel tickles in the stomach) but when arrives to the middle you feel pain, your body start to destroy in peaces and you start to shout... But that don't takes to any place. At the end, when you could open your eyes, you turn to feel the tickles but now on the fingers and the toes. If somebody was interested, that's what I feel.
I said that I don't pay attention to what my brain said to me? Bad decision doctor!
I was on the floor, when I feel the tickles in my toes, and I started to wake up slowly. The room was spinning, really quickly, but when I rise up all stopped. Two legs, to arms... But really skinny arms and shorter than the other times, I had no muscles and a really beautiful manicure... "Weird" Said my brain. My lips were soft like my cheeks, and the clothes that I was wearing (As the doctor eleven) were so large... I was skinny and I was shorter than the other times. My pants fall down to the floor and I found skinny legs and with a really white skin. Scared I put my hands on the hair and I found that I have long, red hair who ended in my... What the fuck! and ran across the room trying to found a mirror.
–Dear lord -I said when I saw my reflex again in the mirror- Boobs! Oh god, I have a pair of boobs -And I touched it with booth hands- I'm a woman!