Tonight is the night. The last night in my hometown Lima, Ohio. Senior year is over and so is summer. I can't believe I'm leaving to go to college at NYU. I'm going to miss everyone especially Ryder. We've been best friends since we were 5 years old. In New York I'm staying with my close friend/mentor, Santana. She also took the train from New York to Lima to help me move into the Bushwick. She also brought Rachel, Kurt, and Blaine to help me move. Then Brittany, Santana's girlfriend, said she had to throw me a going away party so I let her. She invited all the old and new New Directions and right now we are playing truth or dare.

Brittany says "Alright, truth or dare… Ryder?"

Ryder says "Uh…truth I guess."

Brittany continues "Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true, it's the greatest moment in your life and you get to experience it with one person, who would it be?"

Ryder thinks for a little while and says "Marley. She's my best friend."

All the girls say "Awn." Santana says "You guys are like soul mates! So cute!" I could tell she was super wasted because after she started crying. She was a weepy hysterical drunk.

I say "Looks like someone has had too many drinks."

Ryder jokes "Yeah we totally are like soul mates." I reply "Yeah, we're going to be a power couple. He's going to be a player in the NFL and I'm going to be a famous singer." Ryder says sarcastically "But we'll still have time for a big family." I add "Two boys and a girl." Ryder continues "I'll coach little league baseball." I squeal "Oh and I'll bake treats for the team." Ryder says "Then we'll spend our summers in our beach house…" I interrupt "Or in Paris." He says "It won't matter where we are as long as we're together."

Then we just smile and look at each other. Santana butts in "Before you two plan out all your precious years together we have a train that leaves at 5 am in the morning so you better get some sleep. My girl, do you need a ride home? Because Lady Hummel is giving me a ride home."

I say "No thanks, Santana. I'll just get a ride home from Ryder." She says "Tell him if you finally decide to have sex 'don't be silly, wrap your willy!" I say "Will do, Santana."

Ryder says "Ready to go?" I say "Yeah, Let's go." We get into the car. Ryder starts

"I'm going to miss you so much. What am I going to do without my best friend?" I say "I know, I'll miss you too. But you're going to University of Lima and I'm going to NYU." He blurts out "I love you." I say "I love you too. You're my best friend." He says "No, I'm in love with you." I am shocked to hear this. I knew he had a little crush on me when we were sophomores and I was dating Jake, his best guy friend but I thought that was over. I also have some feelings for him, but I just can't get those words out so I press my lips to his. We reach my house.

Then I blurt out "Do want to come upstairs?" He nods and I smile. Then we go upstairs and do it. After we do it I fall asleep. I wake up to a loud noise. Oh shit! 4:30! Santana is picking me up right now! I look at Ryder who is still asleep. He's so cute when he's asleep. I kiss him on the head and leave him a note saying Dear Ryder, I love you so much. Last night was amazing. But I'm going to New York and I don't know if I'll be back. You shouldn't wait for me. I might move on so you should too. Goodbye, Marley. I tear up while writing this. I hear Santana shout "Hurry up!" She starts to honk. I take my luggage and go downstairs. I get in the car and drive away in tears.