I DONT OWN TWILIGHT

Bella's POV

I screamed for him to come back, to not do this or put me through all that pain and heartache. I kept running in the direction he had taken off in and I felt myself dropping into the ground, a very intense pain couresd through my stomach, it felt as if i had broken many bones and i was starting to get weak like i was losing blood then i saw him," Edward?" i wispered unsure if i was seeing things, i remembered what he said to me last, that he didnt want me or love me and that it was all a lie. My eyes were becoming impossible to keep open and i didnt want to try to keep myself alive."He doesnt want me, never loved me, it was all a lie." Then my eyes shut and i was, what i presumed dead but i could feel something cold on my arm and a burning pain as i feel into a deep slumber.

Edwards POV

I never actually wanted to leave her but inorder to keep her safe i felt that it was the right thing to do. As, i told her goodbye, i could hear her heart beating uncontrolabliy and i saw tears rolling down her pale skin. I had to leave her now or id never would beable too. "It will be as if i never exisited." With that i fleed from her sight but i hid in the trees to make sure she got out of the woods safily. She started screaming and running were she had thought i would be. Then something happened, she had disappeared into the ground and i could smell her blood. I ran to her immediatily, i found her in a deep pit in the ground. She had broken bones, blood spilling out of her and a rock had been jammed into her stomach.

I could feel her heart beat slowing, i knew she was quickily dying so i ripped my shirt up and put it over all her wounds but she still was getting weak. I heard her mumble my name and has she closed her eyes, i heard her say " he doesnt want me, never loved me and it was all a lie." NO, i couldnt let her die thinking that, she gave up on trying to stay alive because of what i had told her. The only way for me to save her was to bite her and let the venom spread.

I never wanted this life for Bella and i would feel selfish if i turned her into a creature because i didnt want to lose her but i didnt have time to think of that. I quickily bite into her arm, stomach and neck to make sure the venom would spread throughout her body before her heart stopped.

I carried her back to Carlisles and laid her in the bed in my room. Carlisle and I spent two days straight monatoring her and making sure that her heart was beating and that no blood was spilling from her wounds.

I was sitting out in the living room watching TV and Carlisle came in, he had a sad but fearful look on his face. I knew something wasnt right or that it involved Bella.

"Whar is it Carlisle?"

"Im so sorry Edward, but the venom didnt spread throughout her body in time and im sh-sh-e-e." he was to upset to speak those last words.

"She cant be dead, i dont believe you !" I ran into the room and Bella laid there, not breathing and no heartbeat. I wanted to die with her but i couldnt kill myself because i wouldnt want to hurt my family. My punishment is living with the fact that my Bella dyed heartbroken and thinking i never loved her. This would make me miserable and guilty for the rest of my existance.

It was the day of Bellas funeral, everyones thoughts were filled with memories of her and how kind, timid and loving she was. If i could cry, id have Forks flooded from my tears for Bella. I heard Jacob Blacks thoughts.'how dare he even show his face here, he's the reason Bella is gone, if he had not of been so selfish and had left her alone, she could still be here.' He was glaring at me but i let him because he was right and i deserved all the looks and blame i was getting from people.

As, they lowered her casket into the ground, i swore that id never love or find another mate because my heart lies with Bella.

Bella's POV

It felt like i had been a sleep for a life time, my throat was burning, my body was stiff and my head was hurting. I looked around, i was in some sort of box, it was very dark, no room to move and i could hear strange noises coming from above. I took my arm and bet it through the wood of the box, dirt started to pour into it and i quickily dug my way through the piles of dirt until i saw, a beautiful blue sky. I had the strengh of a million horses, i looked at the ground to see a grave stone that read" Issabella Swan" i had a feeling that was my name. I wondered why i couldnt remember anything. How had i lost my memory? I remembered my throat and that i was a vampire but who changed me and who was i before or who am i now? I got a headache trying to remember so i decided to forget the past and focus on my future.

I really needed to hunt and something told me that i need to drink animal blood so i listened to it. I always listen to those little voices in my head. First i needed to get away from this town, i was thinking Phoenix. I dont know why but i was going to find out soon enough.

I was hunting down a lion, when i banged into another vampire. " I'm sorry, i never seen you, i was about to kill that lion." he hunted lions too.

" I was doing the same thing. I'm Bella Swan by the way."

"Pleased to meet you. Im Mark Webber." he was very attractive. Shining short blonde hair, heart shaped face,golden eyes, voice of an angel and a body that you drool over.

"Bella,thats a pretty name for a pretty girl. So how did you start hunting animals?" I told him the whole story of be waking up in a coffin and not remembering anything but knowing not to hunt people.

"Well, your like the vampires in the movies arent, yeah?" he winked at me and if i could id be blushing.

"Why do you hunt animals." i was curious about that.

"A while back i ran into this family, The Cullens. They live by this diet, i figured id give it a try and im sticking to it. Actually, they told me that theyd be moving here in about 4 years" his smile was even better than anything id ever seen. When he said "The Cullens." i got a huge headache and it was almost as if i was remembering something.

"Are you alright, Bella?" he put his arm around my waist and guided me into his home. I sat in a chair and held my head.

"When i try to remember things , i get major pains in my head."

"Maybe its better if you dont remember old times. You can make new memories with me. Im all alone and you seem to need company. This house is much to big for just."He looked to cute with his puppy dog face so i agreed.

"I'd love too stay here with you." that was the truth but i wasnt going to give up on getting my memory back, not just yet anyways.

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