Okay so I hope you all like this book. I just randomly thought of it. I was reading another fanfic and I thought that fanfics don't really have a lot of action anymore so I thought mabey I should make something new and different. S in this book Bella is not a clumsy person. I hope you enjoy it. Please Review. I love reviews. they are my favorite thing in the world.

Dear Diary,

Today was the longest day of my life. I just got back from my first day of school at darrington Washington high. I don't know what possessed my mom to make me move here. Of coarse she claims it is because she needed to get away from my dad but I don't think that is fully it. Today was horrible.

All my teachers made me tell pretty much my life story. They made me say how old I was and were I moved from and all a bunch of crape. They even made me tell why I was just living here with only my mom. Ugh… My life is so miserable right now. And can you guess what makes this all worse? Every one is now calling me the new emo chick.

I have a name. Its Bella Swan not emo chick. God people can be sooo rude sometimes. I now live in an old run down two story house by the river side. It is all white. My bedroom has a window facing the river and has a balcony, I am going to paint it a different color other then white because white is sooo depressing. It is like your looking at nothing. Well I should go now. I am gonna unpack my stuff.

-Bella Swan-

I put down my diary and sat on the edge of my bed. "Why do I have to live here?" I got up and walked toward the stacks of boxes in the corner of the room. "Ugh I have a bunch of stuff. Why didn't I get rid of any of it?" I started with my cloths. I grabbed all of it out and started putting it in my closet when I heard a soft knock on my door. " Yeah mom?" She walked in.

" I was just wondering how your day went. And you are going to put all that stuff in there folded right?" " Yeah mom I am and school went just great. Like it always does when we move." She looked down. " Was it really that bad?" I looked at her like she was a retard. " Yeah it was. This happens every time we move mom. I always am that one girl every one picks on because they have nothing better to do." She looked at me with a sad face.

" I am sorry sweetie but you know I can't stand your father any more." "Okay I can understand that but why make us leave when he could have left himself. He doesn't even know we moved mom. You just left him without an explanation. He is probably freaking out right now. And can you guess what I am being called this time?" "No." "Well I can tell you. They are calling me the emo chick. Why did you make me go with you? Why didn't you let me stay with dad?"

I could feel tears falling down my cheeks. " I actually made some friends in Ellensburg. I never do that. And even if I did make friends all the time. I wouldn't live in a place long enough to keep them. We move every year. I can't keep doing that." I looked away. " I am sorry." I made my way toward the door. "I am going to take a walk and get used to the town a little bit." I walked out of the room without hearing if I could or not.

I walked down the stairs and went into the living room grabbed my Zune and headed out the front door. I plugged in my head phones and turned on my Zune. I pressed play and the song "When I Get Home, You're So Dead" By Mayday parade came on. I sang along silently as I walked down the driveway of 411th street. I walked along the highway and did not move when cars passed me by.

"The words are coming I feel terrible Is it typical for us to end like this Well it's just another scene From a movie that you've seen one hundred times Cause baby you weren't the first, or the last, or the worst And I've got to fill the blanks in the past with a verse We could sit around and cry but frankly your not worth it anymore So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that you're under Lipstick lullabies This is sorry for the last time And baby I understand that you're making new friends This is how you get by The moral this time is Girls make boys cry, and I... On any other day we'd shoot the boy.

But your simple toy Had caused a scene like this Leave him hanging on the walls Just a picture in the hall like a hundred more Consider this as a gift as you taste him on your lips And he's making you scream with his hands on your hips I hope he's leaving you empty baby this is just a fix For such a simple little...whore... So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that you're under Lipstick lullabies.

This is sorry for the last time And baby I understand that you're making new friends This is how you get by The moral this time is Girls make boys cry, and I... oh whoa, whoa And your name remains the same All that has changed is this pretty face.

So pull the trigger It never gets closer You want to start over Never start over Pull the trigger It never gets closer You want to start over But never start over So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that you're under Lipstick lullabies This is sorry for the last time And baby I understand that you're making new friends This is how you get by The moral this time is Girls make boys cry, and I Say hello, say hello Lipstick lullabies This is sorry for the last time And baby I understand that you're making new friends This is how you get by The moral this time is Girls make boys cry and I…"

All the sudden I heard a whistle behind me. "Woot Woo" "Yo I think that's the new chick." I heard other voices but couldn't make them out. I kept walking. Making myself not look back. I could hear muffled voices. "You think she's packing?" "Naw Bro. She probably doesn't know what a gun is." "I wasn't talking about a gun you idiot." I heard a smack then an "OW" "What you kinda deserved it." "No I did not."

"HA.. Oh well. You wanna say hi first or should I?" "You can do the honors." "Nice. HEY… You… Can I talk to you?" I kept walking. " Awe don't be like that. Come here." I heard foot steps coming closer. I started to run. " Hey I'm Not gonna hurt you." I thought to myself: "Huh… Funny how in every movie the guy who is about to hurt someone always say they aren't gonna hurt someone."

I felt a hand grasp my shoulder. "Hey I said stop." He pulled me around. As he did that I brought my fist up and punched him in the nose. Blood started to come out. " Hey Nobody makes me bleed my own blood." " Yeah well I just did you asshole." I picked up running again but changed my mind and started to sprint. I heard the shuffle of footsteps running after me. " Well don't just stand there go and get her."

The song that just started playing was, "Pain" By Hollywood Undead. I felt hands grab me back words and I fell to the ground. I started to get up but I felt hands pull me down. I saw the guy I punched get on top of me, I Kicked him and he fell back words. I got my right hand free and punched the guy on my left. I realized I was close to the movie store. "Help!!!!! SOMBODY HELP ME!!!"

I saw a light switch on and switch off. I thought: "You have got to be kidding me!" "Get off of me." I yelled and pulled my self up while pulling one of the guys down. All Of the sudden I saw a shape by the streetlamp come closer. "Help Me Please!!!" I yelled and the shape ran towards me. "thank go-" I got the breath ripped out of me as I saw a knife stick out of my side. I punched a guy and fell down to me knees.

I screamed as the pain finally reached me. I no longer felt numb. I got up but was a little wobbly. I punched a few more guys until I felt faint and fell face down on the pavement. I tried to get my self up but couldn't. I felt someone pick me up. I felt like I was moving but I couldn't open my eyes to see if I was. But if I was then we were moving in an non humanly speed. I felt my self drift off into a deep sleep.