hi i hope you enjoy this. It's my first human fanfiction so if you like it let me know if not tell my i suck... so i know.

Disclaimer: we all wish we owned twilight. taking credit for her work would be wrong in two ways 1) she spent alot of work going into the original twilight that she shoud be reconised for and 2) Edward did not end up leaving Bella for me. :( but you know what they say if 2 wrong dont make a right... try three.

Ok so here the deal my name is Isabella Swan, I'm 17 and currently go to Forks high, I don't really want to bore you with details about me because I'm simply not at all interesting. To be honest I'm completely average. I have long, boring brown hair that's got a slight wave to it and big, boring, brown eyes. I'm quite petit really, so like I said nothing special about me. I moved to Forks when I was 15 as my mum remarried and I decided after all she sacrificed for me I owed her a little back, that's when I though that my dad Charlie needed to be paid a long visit. So I've been going to forks high for about 2 years now. I guess I do ok in school, well maybe a little better then ok I get straight A's.

As I said before I'm quite average but things that are different about me is that I tent to keep to myself. You know normal girls my age and always fussing over fashion and makeup or what boy their going out with or who kissed who- yeah that really isn't me. I don't care where I get my clothes from or what GHD strainers are the best, hell I've never even had a boyfriend let alone kissed a boy.

Know that I think about it I do have a way to describe myself without all this hassle. I'm the girl who sits in the corner of the class, that no one notices and to be quite frank I like it that way seriously I don't like attention, in fact I hate it. You see I'm quite clumsy and well it can be embarrassing falling in front of the whole class.

Ok so you may or may not have noticed but I'm not popular and once again I have no problem with that that would just draw more attention to me. Beside I'm not beautiful- translation all the popular girls are beautiful, no gorgeous, to the point where some of them knock yourself esteem in half just by being in the same room as them. And of course there all paired up beautiful and beautiful alike. Well most of them anyways.

God this is going to sound so typical but I'm in love, well sort of he's just perfect, I mean like beyond all means reasonable. It's really quite scary how painfully gorgeous he is and unfortunately I'm not the only one who thinks so. Honestly how sad can I get? ... Don't answer that but really, I mean other then the fact that he's a human in a gods body, he's also smart as in straight A's, captain of the basketball team oh and did I mention humble. It's like he was placed on earth just to tease the whole female population.

I mean everybody loves him so it's not just me, but I mean every girl in the whole school- even some of the guys too. Hell he could even dazzle the teachers and get away with it. He has brownish hair that's sort of mixed with red and that turns out to be the most amazing bronze colour, he has a strait nose with perfect check bones and his body, well let's just say you can tell he was big on sport. But still as much as I liked him I would never stand a chance, not with all those other beautiful girls out there just dying to get a moment with him, but even if I wasn't utterly boring in every way possible and he wasn't completely out of my league, and if I'm going to be truthful here most peoples' league, I still wouldn't have a chance, not only does he see right through me but get this he doesn't date. Like at all. From the time I've been here I can't remember a time when I have seen a girl on his arm or heard anything about him having a girlfriend.

And at times I wondered why. It's not though the girls' lack of trying or persistence but he seems to shy away from all that. And the name of my obsession and everyone else's in this town...Edward Cullen.