Author's Note: I'm aware I'm not the best at writing fanfiction but I wanna keep going in the fandom I care so much about. So this is my first story I've written, beta'd, and posted without anyone elses help. I hope this is as good as it is in my brain.

Warnings: Angst, sadness. thoughts of suicide, slight implied violence

Disclaimers: I don't own Glee, Kurt, Chandler or Blaine. They belong to Ryan Murphy, Ian Brennan and Brad Falchuk.

*Kurt's POV*

It all happened that fateful day on November the 9th, 2010. That was the day I stopped Blaine on the staircase at Dalton. That was the day I knew I had found my soulmate. Other people date and screw as many people as they can before they find the one person they really connect with. I had only kissed 2 people before Blaine, they were Brittany (bless her and her root beer flavoured lipgloss), and Karofsky (who would've been ok to handle if he didn't bully me or threaten to kill me).

After the day in November and after I transfered to Dalton, I realized that Blaine was already dating someone, by the name of Sebastian Smythe. God he's a terrible person. He looks like a meerkat, smells like Craigslist and has obnoxious CW hair. How Blaine liked him... I couldn't begin to know.

Well, I'm getting ahead of myself. Sebastian knew that I liked Blaine, so he tried to make my life even more miserable than it already was. He started teasing me about Blaine and how great of a kisser he was. At one point, in the Lima Bean, I got so fed up with Sebastian that I smacked him in the face.

It wasn't the best plan, but he filled me with so much rage that it was all I could think of to do at that time.

After that day, Blaine avoided me. He had stopped hanging out with me and it had made me horribly depressed. I had gotten kicked out of the Warblers and got expelled from Dalton for acts of bullying and violence.

My dad was really disappointed in me. When I got home after my explusion he didn't say a word to me. Finn high fived me and praised me for standing up for myself. On the outside I looked like sunshine and roses, but on the inside I was imploding and I felt like I didn't deserve to live.

So that's when I planned everything. I stole a bottle of my dad's heart medication, wrote letters to everyone; including Blaine and the New Directions. I wrote a small makeshift will saying to donate all my things to Goodwill and the Salvation Army. Then I left my house.

I took a liesurely stroll in the park, contemplating what I was about to do. I sat on a bench and stared at the ground. I was so engrossed in my thoughts I didn't notice a boy walk up to me.

"Excuse me? Are you ok? You look really down"He said

I looked up and saw someone with blonde hair, glasses and a fabulously put together outfit.

I shook my head. "No, I'm not ok. I could be a lot better."

He smiled. "I'm Chandler Kiehl. Wanna go and get a coffee? I'll let you vent to me"

I thought for a second before nodded and standing. "I'd like that"

The blonde boy grinned before taking my hand and leading me to the Lima Bean.

"What's your name?" He asked with an over enthusiastic grin.

I smiled lightly. "I'm Kurt Hummel. And you literally just saved my life"

Author's note 2: I may just keep this a one shot. But if people want me to keep this going I'll be willing to keep writing it.