AN: Hey guys! It's been a while, I know! So this is a little poem/story thing I wrote after the devastating event of Insatiable. I will not get over this, but I have this and another slightly different story in mind from that episode! So, yeah, there are obviously spoilers, and this is my first story for Teen Wolf, a fandom I've been in since the first season aired in the U.K.! Also-while reading this listen to 'Between the Bars' by Elliott Smith, it was my song for writing this! Please feel free to review, tell me what you think of this style of writing!
Drink up with me now
And forget all about the pressure of days
Do what I say and I'll make you okay
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head.
-Between the Bars by Elliott Smith.
No no no it's not supposed to happen this way.
Hold it in.
Hold it in.
If you don't scream, it doesn't happen.
God, you want to scream so fast, and your heart is beating so loud you're sure everyone can hear it.
Please don't be here.
And he's gone and you're alone and you hope it stays that way.
But there are thundering footsteps and it isn't as loud as your heartbeat or the voices in your head.
They're here to rescue you but they don't know the truth, and you do
'who else is here?'
And you want to scream
But you
Can't.
Won't.
And you're running
Running
Running
And it's getting louder
And you hear the clash of swords and the
Boom
Boom
Boom
And Stiles is falling and you can't run anymore
And you're scared, so scared, that you'll lose not one but two.
Scott keeps running and you can feeling the scream tearing out of your throat
PLEASE YOU CAN'T SCREAM
'Allison!'
And you know
Your best friend is gone, there's no helping her now.
So young, too young
You're all too damn young to be soldiers in this horrendous war.
'You're my new best friend'
Please no, it wasn't supposed to happen this way, come back.
Just
Make it
Stop.
And you're crying and you're crying and you're crying for her, for yourself, for Mr Argent- he's lost everyone now. Will he make it to see her? You won't. But you've been feeling the pain longer because you
KNEW.
And you realise he isn't waking up.
Wake up.
Wake up.
No no no.
You can't lose him too.
So you scream and you scream and you beat, scratch and claw because you're not losing him.
'Wake up,'
'Wake up'
'WAKE UP'
You're crying and shaking and he's there, Stiles is there, gripping your forearms like he does every time you have this nightmare. You're sobbing and you're a mess but he always thought you looked really pretty when you cry.
He doesn't question it, doesn't pester you, because he knows.
'I'm here, I'm here. I'm still here and not going anywhere, okay?'
He understands because you've been doing this every night since, you comfort him and he comforts you because
You're crazy
And
He's lost his mind
And in the middle of it all you somehow found
Each other.