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- Rai
I look into his eyes.
Hoping that I can see his loving and soft blue eyes. His eyes usually show that kind of emotion when I stare into them. Obviously that doesn't happen. His eyes are blank, like printer paper.
He's still under simulation, Tris. Stop being so nieve and stupid. He won't just snap out of it. No matter how hard you try. I try to push these thoughts away, but they keep eating my conscience. Making me slow at coming to a decision. Should I shoot him? No. No. I can't. It'd be like shooting myself, even though I'd be willing to give myself up for anyone. Bravery and Selflessness are the same… Right? I'll let him shoot me if he has the chance.
But right now at this second, I want him to pull me close and tell me that everything will be okay. But that won't happen while he's holding a gun to my forehead.
"Drop your gun." Tobias says breathily. I can tell that he's exhausted after putting up a fight with me.
"I already did, Tobias." I say, hoping that he'll understand for the fifth time.
It's the first time that I've tried saying his name while he's under simulation. He turns toward me, his eyebrows arched, his eyes are becoming softer. His name. It triggers memories. I can't tell if they're good or bad. I hope that they're memories about me. Good ones at least.
He seems like he's trying to remember me. Or trying to remember himself. I say his name again almost a whisper, but it's loud enough for him to hear. "Tobias." He turns away with hurt in his eyes. Feeling some kind of pain that I've never felt. I know how to get him back. His name triggers memories right? I have to find more things about him. That goes deeper than anyone knows. What are some secrets that he has told only me?
I don't care how I will get him back, but I will.
Even if it means hurting the ones I love.