Hello. I'm Avalon Amore. This is my first fanfiction I have written. I love Bella and Jacob storys and decided to write one of my own. Reviews are great and flames are alright too. I Plan on updating at least once a week, hopefully more and yes this is an extrememly short first chapter but it't ment to be so that you get a feel of where the story is going. . Enjoy and let me know what you think. Thank you. 3
Twilight Series and it's Characters belong to Stephanie Meyer 3
I just couldn't understand it.
Why had I not told him yet...Told him that I chose him, that I love him.
He had been so distant, almost as if he was slowly slipping threw my fingers...hoping..praying that I would not notice...where has he gone.
Yet I did, and it killed me so, watching my best friend, my sun, and my secret love, slowly dissolve before my own eyes.
Oh Jacob, what has happened to you. I of course knew of the pack, of his fear of the Cullens returning, but I no longer helded fear in that. Let them come back, I'll show them how strong I am without them. How there very enemys fixed the holes they left inside me when they left me alone with a crazy vampire hell bent of inacting revenge on me. Ill show them, I don't need them and never will, I have my family now.
God, Why didn't I tell him? Why won't the words flow from my heart and out my mouth, telling my wolf just how much I love him, need him.
I stare out the window, watching the rain run of the glass, wondering just where he is and when he will get home.
He has been gone for 13 days, 5 hours and 27 minutes now, while i've been worrying in complete agony.
Sam and the rest of the pack won't tell me anything, they have closed me off from there lives, only awnsering my calls to tell me he is alive and not to worry, he will be home soon..but they have not awnsered in 5 days..which was slowly putting me on edge.
Charlie had not come home tonight, Billy had called him urgently to go to La Push. Even my own father felt that is wasn't important to tell me what was going on, all I could do was wait, and wait and wait.
I layed down and closed my eyes, allowing myself to slip into comforting darkness.
I woke a few hours later to the sound of a truck pulling in the yard, it was not Charlie's Cruiser..I was sure of it. I jumped from my bed and ran to open the door, not caring about my terriable state of dress. The door was opened before I got there, as I watched Sam Uley walk in, his head bowed as he seen me, his face slightly tear stained..and then I knew...something terriable had happened.
I just stared, it was all I could do, waiting for him to talk, my heart thumping aganist my chest threating to jump out if I did not get my awnsers soon.
"Bella..theres something I need to tell you", Sam looked up at me as he spoke, his eyes were sunk in, looking as awful and terriable as I felt.
The next words he said went through my mind so fast I had no time to process them. I closed my eyes fighting back the tears, watching as all my hopes and dreams flashed with light then disapeard before my eyes. My happy life with him....getting married...children...growing old..never being without him..it was all gone...
I felt as my body grew heavy...collapsing to the ground..nothing mattered anymore...Jacob....my sun....
why.....this was goodbye...I could never come back from this....no more sun....smiles....warmth....strong arms to hold me when I needed them..in a moment just like this.
Why did things have to be like this! Could I not ever have my happy ending.......I felt as my consincesness slipped from my grasp and I felt my body fade away....
I hope I never wake up...