I've been reading some romance fics about lionxheather, and jayxcinder, and I decided to give this a shot. So this is a lionxheather, and jayxcinder COMBINED.

Takes place after Lionblaze gets the catmint.

SO ENJOY

xxxLionblaze's POVxxx

I sat by the lake, letting my mind wander as the moon shined down; turning it silver. I was here because I needed to get away from the Clan for a while. Ever since I became an apprentice, I would always come down to the beach after everyone went to sleep. I don't know why, but the waves are always so peaceful after under the moon. They remind me a lot about my life, and her. Her, not her. I tried to think about something else, but my hormones were doing it for me.

She was so beautiful that I would give my life for her. Her violet eyes were so magnificent that it was like looking into two crystal pools. Her sweet musky scent makes me go wild every time I inhaled it. Her soothing gentle voice, it turns my heart into cream every time I hear it. Her body was as slender like a stream that it was always the thoughts in my dreams.

I love her.

I would do anything for her.

I don't care about the fact that she is a Windclan cat. Warrior code or not, we were destined to be together.

But she betrayed me, when we were apprentices. She had told everyone in her clan about the tunnels, about her sneaking out every night to see me.

She never forgave me for me wanting to become a better warrior.

She broke my heart, and I can never forgive her that.

Her clan had invaded my clan while we were sleeping one night. All the clans had gotten involved, and fighting on my territory; it was all her fault.

But I can never forgive myself either.

Remembering that awful day, I pinned her down onto that blood ravaged clearing; saying those awful words.

"I will never forgive you for this Heatherpaw. I will be your enemy forever!"

She didn't deserve that. She didn't deserve the crap I gave her. I should've apologized for what I did to her. But I had something worse on my mind, worse then what I said to her.

I want to kill her.

Out of all the people in the world, it had to be her.

But I almost did.

When I went to get catmint on Windclan territory, I had to sneak into the tunnels. She was there, waiting for me. When I first saw her, she accused me of being a thief; true, but hurtful. I tried to talk to apologize to her about the battle, but she rejected me. It was like she wanted nothing to do with me. She kept on calling me more hurtful stuff.

That's when I lost it.

My vision went blood red, and the next thing I know is that I am ripping at her freaking pelt; her blood was everywhere. On the ground, on my face; it looked like her body was bathed in it. But then my vision cleared to see that she was alive, and I had her pinned her down. She had fear in her eyes, but also shock that I would do something like this. She told me that I would end up like Tigerstar; she also let me go, saying she bears no grudge to let ThunderClan suffer.

That day gave me alot of pain, but what gives me more pain is the fact that she may be Breezepelt's mate; He's been my most hated enemy since day one, and if she with him, than she really is my enemy.

I looked up, seeing it was moonhigh, that I decide to head back to camp. Turning away, I run off into the forest, as I am running through the trees, I remember that the only way to deal with my problems, I have to tackle it head on. Realizing what I wanted do now gives me the biggest point of fear I ever had in my life, that it sends ruptures down my spine.

I have to kill Heathertail

Hope you like it. Flames arn't welcome, but constructive critisism is.

Later...

Wildhead