Not WhAt It Looks Like
Ok, so I LOVE Spoby and I was really shocked when Toby turned out to be A / on the A Team (I think he's just a member in the team, but maybe he's not…) and I really wanna know how will Spencer react and what will happen and if he really loves Spencer or not. So I wrote this Fic :D Hope you'll like it! :)
"Hey, look what I got." Toby said and smiled as he walked in Spencer's house and pulled out the movie "Drag Me to Hell" from behind his back. "I can help you through the scary parts." He smiled, but that, for some reason, seemed to Spencer like a dark, evil, creepy smile.
"How could you?" Spencer said coldly, and her eyes, that used to be filled with pure love every time she looked at him, were now filled with nothing but hate. She felt betrayed. Scared. Used. Weak. Lost. Everything was now worse than ever. She didn't even think it was possible. She only found out an hour ago. Emily came to her house, said she had something she needed to confess to her about. She made Spencer promise her not to get mad. It didn't work. She didn't believe it at first, but Emily had a proof. She didn't know how she found out, she was too mad she hid it from her for so long she kicked her out of her house. She didn't wanna believe it, but she had to face the truth. Toby was A.
"What? I thought you wanted to watch a movie tonight…" Toby said, confused.
"Oh, cut out the act. You know what I'm talking about."
"What are you talking about?" Toby played innocent, hoping it's not about him being in the A Team.
Spencer hesitated for a moment before she answered. "You're A…" She said quietly, looking away from him, afraid to see his reaction. He opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but then closed it up again, not sure what to say. "How could you do this to me!" Spencer screamed, holding back her tears. She couldn't let herself look weak in front of the enemy.
"Spencer, I swear, it's not what it looks like!"
"You're not what you look like."
"Spencer…"
"Don't Spencer me! You made me think you were good, that you were on our side. You made me feel you loved me! I lost my virginity to you, damn it! I can't believe you did that to me!"
"If you'll just let me to explain…"
"Explain what? Why you tried to kill and torture me and my friends? No explanation in the world can make up for that."
"You don't understand! I-" Toby started saying, but Spencer cut him off, not wanting to waste her time listening to another lie.
"Just leave, Toby" Spencer said. It hurt her just to look at him, knowing who he is. "I'd say it's over, but apparently it never even started."
"Spencer, please, listen to me for just one moment!"
"Now, I bet you only do that to convince me I can trust you and you'll continue doing your dirty little work for the team, don't you? Well, it's not gonna work."
"Just listen!" Toby sounded somewhat desperate to explain, to get a shot. He'll keep the act on forever now, won't he? Spencer thought to herself, not knowing what to do to make him leave.
"Just go before I call the cops." Spencer said, finding it hard to believe she just threatened her boyfriend (now ex boyfriend) that is also A with the cops that she can barely trust on, but she just couldn't be anywhere near him anymore.
"And since when do you trust the cops?"
"Since I got no one else to trust on right now" Spencer said. This thought made her sad. "Just go…"
"But…"
"GO!" She yelled harshly, impatient, and pointed towards the door angrily, and with nothing more to say Toby left her house, letting the door slum behind him as he walked away.
Spencer was still processing. Toby is A. She just dumped him. He was lying to her all along. He is torturing her and her friends for over a year. She cuddled on the couch, still holding back her tears. She didn't wanna cry over this. She remembered how she didn't trust him in the beginning, and was sorry it didn't stay that way. Things would be a lot easier for her right now if she'd still suspect him instead of count on him with her life. She kinda blamed herself for not seeing it. It's like her love blinded her, and she caused her friends not to see it either. And the worst part? She still loved him. He lied to me, he tortured me, he tried to kill me, he took everything away from me… He betrayed me… It was all fake! I can't love something that is fake! Do you hear me, me? You don't love Toby. He's a fucking liar son of a bitch. A fucking liar hot, nice, cute, smart, son of a bitch… She tried to make herself stop thinking about him like that, stop loving him so much, but it was all for nothing. It didn't help. It barely changed anything. She still loved him, and a lot. She didn't even know why she still loves him, she just did. She couldn't hold back her tears anymore. She let her tears leave her eye, slide down her cheek to her hands which she was laying her head on, letting the tears to stain her shirt, as she replied every memory of her and Toby in her brain for the who knows what time ever since she found out, but it only made her feel worse. She was devastated. It's like her heart wasn't just shattered into millions of tiny little pieces, it was on fire, and when it stops burning, nothing will be left. Forever.
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In the next chapter I'll focus more on Toby :) I'll try to update soon, but with school it might be hard :/