Over the Horizon
Prologue
Rose's P.O.V
"He'll be back." I told myself while pacing in my room. The covers were disheveled stuff was randomly on the floor and I'm pretty sure my bathroom didn't smell of fresh either. "He'll help me." I continued on, not really knowing if it was true or not. NO! It's true, all of it is true.
After the attack me and Dimitri got together again, more of a celebration than a spur of the moment. We were both alive, and we both had that to be thankful of. I know I'm thankful, and he showed me how thankful he is. I smiled back at the memory, it keeping me sane till reality kicked back in.
"But he left." I said while sitting on the floor, stopping me never-ending pacing. "He's gone." I curled up in a ball. I looked ridiculous, just sitting there. Tears running down my cheeks, my hair not perfect like it used to be also I haven't taken a good shower in a while. A knock on the door temporarily sent me out of my cruel depression. Lissa let herself in, not even letting me get up to get the door.
Lissa stood in front of me, high and mighty. She wore her regular designer boots along with a black silk mini skirt and a tank top covered by a dark red jacket buttoned up enough to show her cleavage. Her hair, perfect, make-up, perfect, life, perfect. Me, well that needs no explaining.
"Rose, tonight is the night of the prom! We've graduated and they're letting us go out to the mall again to get some dresses." She said oozing happiness. Lissa recently was always oozing happiness. She and Adrian's spirit sessions kicked up a notch, doing more spirit and doing it all the time. A result, me getting the darkness. I didn't even know I was sucking it away from her – I just was. Like I'm not in control of it anymore.
"So get up Rose, let's get you out of this funk."
"I don't want to!" I yelled shocking her. "I want to sit here, and do nothing. Okay Lissa, so go out with your royal ass hats and do whatever you want because that's what you always fucking do!" I screamed getting up and pushing her out of the door before she could even respond. Sorrow filled the bond, and unknowingly got up into me. Making me feel – sad.
I burst into tears as I though again about my Dimitri situation.
First it was annoying not being able to see him. But because of the large strigoi attacks they needed more guardians. The time limit was a week, then a month, now people are saying forever. I'll never see him again, it breaks my heart and the darkness is so not helping!
Then something just clicked inside – "Make it go away." A voice like mine urged me. "Make them all go away"
"Yes, make it go away." I said calmly and looked at my closet. I opened it up; the hook was nailed into the wall, holding up a winter jacket. I took the jacket off and pulled at the hook till it came free. I then took on my of animal behavior book and a chair in the corner. I put the chair in the middle of my room and climbed on it. I lined the hook with the ceiling and started banging my book on the hook to push it in the wall. I was surprised no one was disturbed my the noise but soon my attention was elsewhere.
When I was done, the hook was comfortably in the wall the hook shiny point gleaming proudly. I didn't smile at my work, all I did was go back to the closet and get the rope that I got from survival skills test. I tied the rope to the hook, making a another tie at the bottom.
"Not quick enough!" The voice said. I went the bathroom pulling out the razor I took from Lissa to keep her away from it. I bent over the sink and made deep crimson lines on my wrist. The red bleed out of me onto the sink. Lots of blood that I was almost memorized by it.
I went back to the chair, the blood making a trail behind me. I climbed on the chair and took the rope, snuggling around my neck. I took a deep breath, my mind surprisingly blank. Not thinking of anyone or anything.
I took another deep breath, and kicked the chair from under me.
A.N/ Okay so I decided to make a full blown story of this. Yay? Not sure how this will pan out, I mean I have the story laid you in my mind I just hope you guy's love it like my brain does! So can't wait to get your response. Of course this is a prologue so it's short – duh but other chaps will be longer! The one-shot I made will not be in this story but it will be mention so you people can read that if you want to.
Also I can already hear the questions of why our awesome Heroine is committing suicide over a guy. Everyone knows when you're already down adding things to your misery makes those things that much worse then they would be when you have a clear head. So the darkness only intensified the pain of losing Dimitri. For Rose and of course there are other things to it – but that will be explained…later.