I hated him.

The hate I felt was a hurt , heartbroken hate.

Edward. No longer my Edward now Jacob's Edward . We were meant to be mates. We had a whole future ahead of us.

But then Jacob imprinted on Edward .

I thought back to day when Jacob and Edward told me that they were in love.

I had been waiting for Edward to come to my room.

When he did it was with Jacob.

To say I was surprised was an understatement.

"Bella" Edward said "we have something to tell you."

I knew something was wrong my suspicions were confirmed when Edward and Jacob looked at each other.

I could see pain , agony on their faces , but what really surprised me was the love that I saw on their faces.

In that instant I knew.

"You two are in love."

The expression on their faces said it all.

"Out" I told them .

"Bella" Edward protested but Jacob shook his head and they left .

I let myself cry freely I knew I shouldn't be like this I should be happy that Edward found his mate.

Which wasn't me.

The sobs were shaking my entire body.

When I lifted my head up I saw the dawn breaking .

And it was beautiful.

I felt strength filling my body .

It was a new dawn , a new day and the hope that I could find new true love was rekindled .