Dark Faith
"you don't think you should be saved"
Dean stared at the "angel" in front of him. He frowned. The guy was right, he didn't think he should be saved. And he didn't have much faith in the lord. And why would the big almighty want to save Dean from hell when he was obviously the most biggest sinner in the whole of the earth?
"Is it because you've killed Dean?" chocolate eyes of the vessel before him watched him, watching for any movement beneath the tightly drawn skin, waiting to see if he'd hit a mark. There was a small twitch in the jaw muscle. "if it is, you killed to save them Dean, your saving lives. The Lord doesn't hold that against you."
"Or is it something else?" he said stepping closer till there was nothing but a centimetre apart, Dean looked into the eyes of the 'thing' that pulled him from the depths of hell, a place he could barely remember except for the pained and fearful screams.
"something darker, deep within yourself that you keep hidden so it doesn't come out and you end up hurting the one so close to your heart?" He smiled as the muscle in Deans jaw tightened. "Is it because you harbour feelings for your brother?"
"Shut up" hissed Dean as he pushed the 'vessel' of the 'supposed' angel away from him. He could feel his heart race, his blood pumping through his veins, but most of all he felt fear because he knew that thing was right.
"It would seem I've found the source of your lack of faith" Dean's fist clenched at his side. Dean would have killed the bastard already, but nothing worked and if he was an 'angel', then Dean didn't know how to take him out.
"Its okay, God forgives you for the sin" he whispered stepping closer to the agitated Winchester. "all you have to do is believe and repent" he stepped closer.
"god will take it away, no longer will you fell the whisper of temptation, no longer flush with desire. He can take that from you" another step closer.
Dean closed his eyes, his breathing harsh in the silence of the long barn.
" you won't have the fear around your brother any longer, he could set you free, Dean, all you have to do is believe" He stepped closer his hand coming to rest on the trembling Winchester's shoulder.
"Its okay Dean, everything will be fine." Before Dean knew it, his fist came in contact with the 'angel/ vessel'. Dean watched as that thing stumbled backwards.
The thing was, Dean didn't want to repent and believe, Dean didn't want that temptation and desire taken away from him, it was the only thing he believed was true about himself, it was the one thing he knew that was constant. To give up that feeling would be his only regret. It was the only thing pure in his line of work and he wasn't giving it up for some guy that didn't even exist. He didn't need gods forgiveness.
"Don't even talk about what you don't understand" he hissed " now, tell me what the big man wants with me" he glared down at the 'angel/vessel' thing as it smiled whipping blood from its face.
"Well Dean, God has a plan for you" he said standing up to face the angry Winchester.
a/n: and we are done with this till the next episode! Okay I forgot who mister angel was, dammit he has got one hard name to remember, I don't really know if God has got a plan for Dean, but he probably does, oh I just loved today's episode, especially the beginning in the hotel room where they were mistaken for partners.hehe. Anyway not much to go on, but dammit I managed to pull this out from the wreakage! So hopefully its good. See yha
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