Chapter 1: Transformation

Darkness is everywhere, I cant see a single ray of light. I'm trapped.
There is a searing hot fire running through my body. It hurts a lot.
I can't even remember where I am or how I got here. I know that my parents sent me to the asylum because I have premonitions; visions of the future.I dont understand why that makes me a freak, Why that means I need shock treatments. I used to think the shock treatments were painful, but they're were nothing compared to the fire that's burning me now. I would happily have the shock treatments now if it meant that the fire would stop. I'd die if it meant I could escape the burning. I tried to think of my family. I know I have a mum and a dad but I cant remember any brothers or sisters. I tried to remeber but it just seemed to make the fire hotter and I couldn't remember anyway so I quickly gave up. I tried to focus on going to sleep but that seemed impossible.
I felt like I was never going to sleep again. I 'm pretty sure that if the burning carries on then I will die. I hope I do. If I have to stay alive and endure this burning for the rest of my life then I want to die as soon as I can. I don't even want to open my eyes. What's the point? I'll only see pitch black, and it hurts to move any part of my body so I 'll keep my eyes tight shut. I tried to remember my family again. I was quite surprised to find that the concentraton didn't cause the fire to get hotter. Infact,the fire seemed to be cooling at my fingertips and toes. Well, maybe the fire would disappear afterall. I hope that it goes soon. I want to runaway if i'm not going to die. I can't remember what I want to runaway from but I know I want to runaway. Come to think of it, I can't even remember where I came from. I can't remember anything about who I am except that I have the name "Alice". But I had a different name was something before "Alice" and there was something after it as well. Why can't I remember? The only thing I can remember is darkness and the name "Alice". My mind immediatly went into frenzy mode as I tried to remember something, anything about my life. I got eyes feel funny. I'm getting the funny stinging feeling just before the tears come when you cry. But where were the tears? I'm worried now. Is there something wrong with me? Why can't I cry? If I could cry then I'm sure I would be in hysterics right now.I'm really scared. I have no idea where I am and I don't know how to get away from here.I can barely remember my name for gods sake! All of a sudden the fire seemed to get cooler at my arms and legs but got hotter near my heart if that were even possible. I screeched out in pain.
This was it. I'm dying. No-one should feel this much pain. It was impossible. Impossible but it's happening to me. My heart was literally killling me.
Why can't my death just be quick? Why am I not dead yet? I tried my best to remember my life since these are my last moments but I'm sill not getting anything.
Oh well, I tried. I concentrated on the fire for a minute. I must be crazy. It now feels like the fire is going out and my heart is stuttering, and why can I hear it so clearly? My heart seemed to take one final beat before it was silent.
Great. Now i'm definately dead. But why am I breathing if im dead? Why can I feel a horrible burning at the back of my throat? Curious, I decided to open my eyes.....