so let me lay this whole idea down for you.
summary: Edward left Bella, Bella becomes friends with Jacob. this isn't going to be a "Bella becomes Izzy" story. but as she becomes friends with Jacob there is also a new girl coming to her school, no one knows her real name. whenever someone asks she changes it. and with No-Name's help, Bella will get her sweet revenge.
don't like? don't read.
Edward left me there in that forest. it seemed to me he wouldn't even care that i got lost, and hurt. i just laid there on the ground with my eyes shut, aching all over.
But then there is something strange, A....animal. i saw it. it actually looked slightly frightened of me. It was an enormous dog. and it looked frightened at me? i didn't get it.
the animal ran away. just like everything seems to do.
but before i could realize it, two warm arm grabbed me up off the ground. and slowly blinked open my eyes once more and i saw....Jacob black. i haven't seen him since the prom with...
but then i realized why he might be here right now. Charlie was probably totally freaking out since i wasn't home. i knew it was late. the sun was no longer up.
Then i heard some whimpering. i couldn't figure out where it could be coming from.
"shh...Bella it's gonna be okay." i heard Jacob say. i was confused.
but then i realized. the crying was coming from me. i was crying. this was all Edward's fault. then i stopped to wonder. Would i ever stop crying?
We quickly got to my house. he walked me through the door and i noticed other people in there, but i was too tired to know the faces. he set me down on my living room couch and a minute later i felt one of charlies old quilts go over me. i just laid there and slept.
i don't know how long i can sleep. but hopefully forever.
I seemed to just lay in bed, without eating, moving, and hardly breathing. i did blink. because i liked to stare at the ceiling. it was white. a plain white ceiling. I stayed this way for two weeks. Then some how i just snapped out of it. i can't even explain it correctly. but even though i had all this hatred built up on Edward and of the Cullen's, for leaving me the way i am today. Hurt, Tired, not eating, barely breathing, etc. i still loved Edward. and i knew he wouldn't want me to be this way. to be sad in bed all day long.
so i got out of my depressing room. and i walked down stairs. Charlie was on the phone with my mother. i accidentally listened in.
"Renee, i don't know what to do, she's been in that room for weeks!" he whispered anxiously.
"yeah, That's probably best." he said after her reply. she replied once more and i waited for his answer. "I'll start getting her packed right now." then he said good bye to my mother and hung up.
then i came into the kitchen where he was talking on the phone. "what?! where am i going?" i asked hurt.
"Bella?" he looked at me in shock. like he didn't expect me to come out of my room.
"no, it's your other daughter. of course it's me." i told him sarcastically.
"I...i just thought you'd never come out of your room, or move, for that matter." he said.
"daddy..." i didn't really know how to reply to him. how do you tell your father that you're sorry you've been isolated in your room for 2 weeks?
"are you..."he started
better?i finished mentally." I'm not going to be that way any more. I'm going to try to be happy for you dad. I'm gonna try. "
"Bells that's great. I'm so..happy of you? is that the term i should use?"
"it's better than any other term you could come up with daddy. but i have some errands to run."
Review if you liked it. flame if you didn't. Don't flame in a nice way. it only pisses me off more. if you flame me nicely, I'll curse and sceam at you. you have been warned. but mostly i really like criticism. I'm not happy unless I'm unhappy. it doesn't make sense. but I'm not the make-sense type.
love me or hate me,
Sullen Cullen
or
Jess
(depends if you flame me or not)
p.s.I like my version better. This is better because Bella doesn't go through much of a depression. not much of one anyways. no ofense to steph tho!