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You were a shining angel, disguised as human saint,
Can you see with lover's eyes the picture that we paint?
It's red and blue, with hearts askew,
And roses, soft and quaint.
Some days I think I might drown in self pity, rather than the waters that surround me. It doesn't make sense.
The Lake of Souls. You have to relive every tiny, horrible, guilty moment and it tears your mind, rips you apart because of the guilt.
I killed him.
I killed him.
The man I love. How could I have done such a thing? One second he was there, the next he was gone – because of me.
You held me so close, kept me so warm. You were jealous when I told you who I slept with to become a prince. You loved me.
So then why? Why did I kill you?
Behind the satin bushes in a park that's made of jade,
There's a leaf that's in your hair, let loose and brown cascade,
It's dark and light, in perfumed night,
With waves like softest suede.
And the worst part is that I will never see you again. You are in heaven now, I sent you to paradise. I am in hell. Oh god! Who I am to choose who lives and dies? Why did I do it? Why why why? Maybe we can be together one last time. If I am ever taken out the Lake of Souls….if I ever have a chance at paradise, I will come straight to you my friend, my brother, my love.
Eyes that hold a mystery, a velvet iris night,
Like birds are caught by free moonbeams betwixt their solemn fight,
They stop and star but don't compare,
To your Paradise in White.
You were paradise. You were my paradise. I'm so sorry Gavner. I love you. Come back to me. I'm so sorry.