Not much to say...just enjoy....oh yeah..this is slash (in this case a MALE with another MALE) if you do not like it I hope you know where the back button is. Oh yeah and the song is called Faithfully by Peter Cetera (I think he sings like Remus would hehe) and it reminded me a lot of Re and Si. Very good song by the way :)
I do not own ANYTHING...but I wish I did... :(
~*~
Some say its just the nature of the beast
When you love somebody so passionately
Time has a way of steeling
That raging fire feeling
Leaving the ashes laying at your feet
Those fools with little faith will never know
Those higher places two hearts can go
Where time is standing still
And love will burn until
The heaven and the earth have come and gone
This fire inside for you
Is constant as the Northern star
And you will be
Forever in my heart
As long as there's a river
Searching for an endless sea
I will always love you, faithfully.
Tonight we'll raise a glass to lovers
Across the ages
We'll hold each other and toast to the day
When history's said and done
And we'll still stand as one
Something's were never meant to fade away
This fire inside for you
Is constant as the Northern star
And you will be
Forever in my heart
As long as there's a river
Searching for an endless sea
I will always love you, faithfully.
Chapter 1
Remus Lupin awoke in his room, alone, beads of sweat dripping down his face. He gasped for air as
he calmed himself down.
"Another nightmare." He whispered into the empty darkness of his bedroom. "Just another nightmare."
He squeezed his legs to his chest and took a shuddering breath. He was use to his nightmares, but not like these ones.
These were more frequent lately, and more real than ever. They were so vivid Remus didn't want to go back to sleep in fear of another one.
He didn't tell anyone about these nightmares, because he figured it was because he was away from Hogwarts, away from the Marauders, away from Sirius.
He and Sirius had been a couple since the fifth year. Remus love Sirius with his whole heart and soul, Sirius was his mate.
He smiled to himself remembering how their first kiss tasted. The passion in the two fifteen year olds was a burning one, and Remus knew he and Sirius were meant to be.
Remus hugged his pillow, desperately wishing for September 1st to come quickly. He missed Sirius, James, and Peter.
Bloody hell, he even missed Snape! He just wanted to be back at Hogwarts and not here.
Remus' family wasn't exactly what you'd call normal, not even for a teenage werewolf. As soon as Remus got home his parents would lock him in his room down their basement until the next full moon was over.
Remus almost laughed at their fear of him, and their even bigger fear that he actually had friends to stick up for him.
His parents knew if he told his friends what they use to do to him, they would have Remus taken away where he was actually treated like a *human being*, and Remus' parents couldn't have that.
So they unlocked the door, talked to Remus sometimes, and even let Remus get some fresh air whenever he wanted, and his dad put a small window in his room so he could send letters to the Marauders and Lily.
Remus had known Lily forever. Her mother and his mother, even thought one was a witch and one was a muggle, were very good friends. Lily was the only friend he had after he received his bite. In fact Lily was there when it happened.
They were both out playing in the woods as the sun set. It got very dark and the full moon was the only thing that helped them see. Suddenly out of nowhere a growling came out of the bushes, and a large, gray, wolf jumped out and cornered them.
Lily had cut herself on a branch earlier and the wolf had smelled her blood, and tracked her down. The wolf made its attempt to pounce on her, but Remus pushed her out of the way. All Remus could remember then was Lily's scream and teeth digging into his skin.
Remus shuddered at the thought, and thought of when they both went to Hogwarts together for the first time. When he first met Sirius.
When he first saw his light blue eyes, and his charming smile, the first time he heard his voice.
Remus knew from the first time he laid eyes on Sirius Black, that there was a certain connection that couldn't be broken or explained.
Remus sighed again, knowing sleep was going to win over him, laid his heard on his pillow and drifted off into, what he hoped was a peaceful sleep.
~*~
Sirius tossed and turned in his bed, he just couldn't sleep. He missed Remus too much. Sirius usually got like this during summer break.
"James." Sirius hissed to his best friend who was staying at his house that night. "Jamie!"
"What?" James said sleepily. "Go back to sleep Sirius."
"I can't sleep though." Sirius whispered.
"Sirius." James said opening his eyes and looking at Sirius. "It's almost three in the morning. Go. Back. To. Sleep."
"But-" Sirius whined. "I can't."
James sighed and put his glasses on.
"Come on." He said.
"Where are we going?" Sirius asked.
"To get Remus."
"How?" Sirius said grinning.
"How else?" James said also grinning. "We fly."
"What are we waiting for then?" Sirius said grabbing his broom.
James grabbed his broom also and they open Sirius' window, and flew off into the night.
Sirius smiled as the wind ran through his long hair and wiped it in his face. Sirius loved to fly, and he was very good at it.
Sirius and James had flown since they were little when their dads got them brooms. They were both excellent flyers, and they were both on the house team.
Sirius was the seeker, and even though he wasn't small like a seeker should usually be, he was fast, and he could catch a snitch in less than ten minutes.
James was a chaser, the best out of the three. James always scored the most goals, and was the Captain of the team this year. Remus was also on the team. Thanks to Dumbeldore, matches never fell during or a few days after the full moon. Remus was one of their beaters, he made sure Sirius didn't get smashed up by the bludger.
Remus, although he may not look it, was very strong and could whack a bludger at least 50 feet into the air with one hand.
Peter, the smallest and weakest of the Marauders, wasn't on the team, he was just their fan, but he was good at what he did.
Sirius couldn't wait to see Remus' face when they showed up at is window. He loved Remus so very, very much, and just couldn't wait for September 1st to be with him again.
Remus was very calm and reserved, and cared more about others well being than himself. He loved the outdoors, and he loved to be outside the wind racing through his hair.
Remus loved to be free, to run around, to fly, Sirius supposed this was partly due to the wolf. Remus was a werewolf, he was bitten at a young age, but thankfully still allowed at Hogwarts.
Sirius was the first to find out Remus' secret, and the first to confront him about it. Remus thought Sirius, James, and Peter would hate him, and leave him.
Sirius was hurt at first that Remus would think that, but then Sirius realized it must not be easy to trust people when no one trusted you.
Remus loved life more than anything, he cherished it, and was thankful for everything this world had to offer, despite his curse. Remus lead life to the fullest, and made sure not to leave anything out.
He was the logically one of the Marauders. If there was a hole in their plan that wouldn't make it work, Remus would see it. He was always careful about everything, and made sure he never hurt anyone.
If Remus ever did hurt anyone, Sirius suspected that Remus would be devastated. He would blame himself, and never forgive himself. That's just how Remus was.
In their fifth year, they got together, but Sirius had a crush on Remus ever since second year. Sirius truly loved him, and knew that Remus was his sole mate.
They landed in Remus back yard, where his window was and quietly snuck up to it. Sirius tapped on it loud enough for Remus' wolf super-sonic-hearing to hear, which wasn't that loud.
Remus opened his eyes at the sound of the tapping and slowly got up and made his way over. He rubbed one of his eyes, and yawned, and wondered who was tapping so late at night.
When he finally made it to the window, he almost screamed at the sight. It was Sirius and James grinning like maniacs. Remus opened his window, and they slid in.
"What are you doing here?" Remus asked, still slightly shocked.
"Sirius here couldn't sleep." James said yawning.
"I see." Remus said surveying Sirius. "That does explain why you're here."
"I just, need to see you." Sirius said grinning. "I'm sorry if I woke you, I just-"
But Sirius never got to finish his sentence because Remus placed his soft lips on Sirius'.
"Here we go." James said. "Moony if you don't mind I need to lay down."
Remus broke the kiss and grinned at James.
"Not at all Prongs." Remus said. "I think we should all get some sleep."
"Sounds good to me." Sirius grinned.
"Oh no." James said. "Not with me in the bed your not."
"Oh come on James, we can have a big threesome!" Sirius said still grinning.
That comment earned Sirius a pillow to the head.
"Hey!" Sirius said grabbing the pillow. "Thanks."
"No!" James moaned. "I need that, it's my pillow!"
"Actually." Remus stated. "It's my pillow."
"You're both wrong, it's mine now!" Sirius said diving on Remus' bed.
"Sirius I want that pillow!" James and Remus yelled at the exact moment.
Sirius burst out laughing at the two of them, grabbed Remus by the waist and pulled him onto the bed with him.
"You know, if my parents wake up, I'm dead." Remus said snuggling up to Sirius.
"Yes well, let's hope they don't wake up then." Sirius said grinning.
"James do you want a pillow?" Remus asked.
There was no answer, James had already fallen asleep on the other side of Sirius.
Sirius and Remus just smiled at each other, and fell asleep in each
I do not own ANYTHING...but I wish I did... :(
~*~
Some say its just the nature of the beast
When you love somebody so passionately
Time has a way of steeling
That raging fire feeling
Leaving the ashes laying at your feet
Those fools with little faith will never know
Those higher places two hearts can go
Where time is standing still
And love will burn until
The heaven and the earth have come and gone
This fire inside for you
Is constant as the Northern star
And you will be
Forever in my heart
As long as there's a river
Searching for an endless sea
I will always love you, faithfully.
Tonight we'll raise a glass to lovers
Across the ages
We'll hold each other and toast to the day
When history's said and done
And we'll still stand as one
Something's were never meant to fade away
This fire inside for you
Is constant as the Northern star
And you will be
Forever in my heart
As long as there's a river
Searching for an endless sea
I will always love you, faithfully.
Chapter 1
Remus Lupin awoke in his room, alone, beads of sweat dripping down his face. He gasped for air as
he calmed himself down.
"Another nightmare." He whispered into the empty darkness of his bedroom. "Just another nightmare."
He squeezed his legs to his chest and took a shuddering breath. He was use to his nightmares, but not like these ones.
These were more frequent lately, and more real than ever. They were so vivid Remus didn't want to go back to sleep in fear of another one.
He didn't tell anyone about these nightmares, because he figured it was because he was away from Hogwarts, away from the Marauders, away from Sirius.
He and Sirius had been a couple since the fifth year. Remus love Sirius with his whole heart and soul, Sirius was his mate.
He smiled to himself remembering how their first kiss tasted. The passion in the two fifteen year olds was a burning one, and Remus knew he and Sirius were meant to be.
Remus hugged his pillow, desperately wishing for September 1st to come quickly. He missed Sirius, James, and Peter.
Bloody hell, he even missed Snape! He just wanted to be back at Hogwarts and not here.
Remus' family wasn't exactly what you'd call normal, not even for a teenage werewolf. As soon as Remus got home his parents would lock him in his room down their basement until the next full moon was over.
Remus almost laughed at their fear of him, and their even bigger fear that he actually had friends to stick up for him.
His parents knew if he told his friends what they use to do to him, they would have Remus taken away where he was actually treated like a *human being*, and Remus' parents couldn't have that.
So they unlocked the door, talked to Remus sometimes, and even let Remus get some fresh air whenever he wanted, and his dad put a small window in his room so he could send letters to the Marauders and Lily.
Remus had known Lily forever. Her mother and his mother, even thought one was a witch and one was a muggle, were very good friends. Lily was the only friend he had after he received his bite. In fact Lily was there when it happened.
They were both out playing in the woods as the sun set. It got very dark and the full moon was the only thing that helped them see. Suddenly out of nowhere a growling came out of the bushes, and a large, gray, wolf jumped out and cornered them.
Lily had cut herself on a branch earlier and the wolf had smelled her blood, and tracked her down. The wolf made its attempt to pounce on her, but Remus pushed her out of the way. All Remus could remember then was Lily's scream and teeth digging into his skin.
Remus shuddered at the thought, and thought of when they both went to Hogwarts together for the first time. When he first met Sirius.
When he first saw his light blue eyes, and his charming smile, the first time he heard his voice.
Remus knew from the first time he laid eyes on Sirius Black, that there was a certain connection that couldn't be broken or explained.
Remus sighed again, knowing sleep was going to win over him, laid his heard on his pillow and drifted off into, what he hoped was a peaceful sleep.
~*~
Sirius tossed and turned in his bed, he just couldn't sleep. He missed Remus too much. Sirius usually got like this during summer break.
"James." Sirius hissed to his best friend who was staying at his house that night. "Jamie!"
"What?" James said sleepily. "Go back to sleep Sirius."
"I can't sleep though." Sirius whispered.
"Sirius." James said opening his eyes and looking at Sirius. "It's almost three in the morning. Go. Back. To. Sleep."
"But-" Sirius whined. "I can't."
James sighed and put his glasses on.
"Come on." He said.
"Where are we going?" Sirius asked.
"To get Remus."
"How?" Sirius said grinning.
"How else?" James said also grinning. "We fly."
"What are we waiting for then?" Sirius said grabbing his broom.
James grabbed his broom also and they open Sirius' window, and flew off into the night.
Sirius smiled as the wind ran through his long hair and wiped it in his face. Sirius loved to fly, and he was very good at it.
Sirius and James had flown since they were little when their dads got them brooms. They were both excellent flyers, and they were both on the house team.
Sirius was the seeker, and even though he wasn't small like a seeker should usually be, he was fast, and he could catch a snitch in less than ten minutes.
James was a chaser, the best out of the three. James always scored the most goals, and was the Captain of the team this year. Remus was also on the team. Thanks to Dumbeldore, matches never fell during or a few days after the full moon. Remus was one of their beaters, he made sure Sirius didn't get smashed up by the bludger.
Remus, although he may not look it, was very strong and could whack a bludger at least 50 feet into the air with one hand.
Peter, the smallest and weakest of the Marauders, wasn't on the team, he was just their fan, but he was good at what he did.
Sirius couldn't wait to see Remus' face when they showed up at is window. He loved Remus so very, very much, and just couldn't wait for September 1st to be with him again.
Remus was very calm and reserved, and cared more about others well being than himself. He loved the outdoors, and he loved to be outside the wind racing through his hair.
Remus loved to be free, to run around, to fly, Sirius supposed this was partly due to the wolf. Remus was a werewolf, he was bitten at a young age, but thankfully still allowed at Hogwarts.
Sirius was the first to find out Remus' secret, and the first to confront him about it. Remus thought Sirius, James, and Peter would hate him, and leave him.
Sirius was hurt at first that Remus would think that, but then Sirius realized it must not be easy to trust people when no one trusted you.
Remus loved life more than anything, he cherished it, and was thankful for everything this world had to offer, despite his curse. Remus lead life to the fullest, and made sure not to leave anything out.
He was the logically one of the Marauders. If there was a hole in their plan that wouldn't make it work, Remus would see it. He was always careful about everything, and made sure he never hurt anyone.
If Remus ever did hurt anyone, Sirius suspected that Remus would be devastated. He would blame himself, and never forgive himself. That's just how Remus was.
In their fifth year, they got together, but Sirius had a crush on Remus ever since second year. Sirius truly loved him, and knew that Remus was his sole mate.
They landed in Remus back yard, where his window was and quietly snuck up to it. Sirius tapped on it loud enough for Remus' wolf super-sonic-hearing to hear, which wasn't that loud.
Remus opened his eyes at the sound of the tapping and slowly got up and made his way over. He rubbed one of his eyes, and yawned, and wondered who was tapping so late at night.
When he finally made it to the window, he almost screamed at the sight. It was Sirius and James grinning like maniacs. Remus opened his window, and they slid in.
"What are you doing here?" Remus asked, still slightly shocked.
"Sirius here couldn't sleep." James said yawning.
"I see." Remus said surveying Sirius. "That does explain why you're here."
"I just, need to see you." Sirius said grinning. "I'm sorry if I woke you, I just-"
But Sirius never got to finish his sentence because Remus placed his soft lips on Sirius'.
"Here we go." James said. "Moony if you don't mind I need to lay down."
Remus broke the kiss and grinned at James.
"Not at all Prongs." Remus said. "I think we should all get some sleep."
"Sounds good to me." Sirius grinned.
"Oh no." James said. "Not with me in the bed your not."
"Oh come on James, we can have a big threesome!" Sirius said still grinning.
That comment earned Sirius a pillow to the head.
"Hey!" Sirius said grabbing the pillow. "Thanks."
"No!" James moaned. "I need that, it's my pillow!"
"Actually." Remus stated. "It's my pillow."
"You're both wrong, it's mine now!" Sirius said diving on Remus' bed.
"Sirius I want that pillow!" James and Remus yelled at the exact moment.
Sirius burst out laughing at the two of them, grabbed Remus by the waist and pulled him onto the bed with him.
"You know, if my parents wake up, I'm dead." Remus said snuggling up to Sirius.
"Yes well, let's hope they don't wake up then." Sirius said grinning.
"James do you want a pillow?" Remus asked.
There was no answer, James had already fallen asleep on the other side of Sirius.
Sirius and Remus just smiled at each other, and fell asleep in each