xocrisscrossxo- ok inyasha fans of mine. Im sorry there have been no updates on "My Brothers World" I have a part of the chapter written thought if that helps. As you know school just started so thats a impact on my life right there, I was traveling alot this summer. And if you guys read my Naruto fic( Also be updating that soon.) that i was away in europe with NO internet acces then went down the beach. Then major family complications kicked in. Once again no computer access. I appreciate those of you who are waiting. Trust me I'm a reader too so I know how it feels like to wait for ever for a new chapter to come out. Thank you for the wonderful reviews on all my stories though!
Inuyasha- your just buttering them up cause you havent updated in ages.
xocrisscrossxo-STUFF IT PUPPY!
inuyasha-( steps away slowly)
xocrisscrossxo- so basically this is the first chapter to a two shot. Sesshoumaru once again VERY O.C.! However I also gave this story to some real die hard Inuyasha fans and they did say aside from the O.C. it did make a lot of sense for the characters mentally. I dont know if Sesshoumaru's mommy loved him or not but in the story she didn't so suck it up. any whoooo I hope you enjoy.
Sesshy(a.k.a fluffy kins) - you love tearing down my pride don't you I'm such a freakin pussy in this. Not to mention you just called me fluffy kins. What the fuck is a fluffy kins?!
xocrisscrossxo- yes I do get my kicks out of killing and or destroying any manly demon pride you have. 2 fluffy kins is a cool ass name dont mock it. and 3 dont make me get your daddy in here. and 4 I OWN NOTHING! now one with the fic.
"One three." Miroku stated calmly as he placed it on the pile.
"Bull you lying pervert monk." Inuyasha growled back. Kagome turned over the card Miroku had placed down and flipped it over. It revealed a four of spades."Haha Mirkou gets the pile" Shippo giggled. Inuyasha smirked with triumph. It was a beautiful peaceful day. The Inuyasha group had decided to take a break from there travels. Kagome suggested playing a card game from her time known as 's small smile was replaced with a grimace and a sneer.
"What's wrong Inuyasha?" Sango asked "Sesshoumaru" he growled out. The group sat up vacating the card game. Sesshoumaru stepped into the campsite alone with out Rin or Jaken. "What the hell do you want Sesshoumaru?" Inuyasha growled out Tetsaiga at the ready pointed dead at the large demon.
"Is that anyway to talk to your older brother?" He stated calmly. "Well you can't pick your family." Inuyasha sharply replied.
"Indeed hanyou, you think I'd even look at something as worthless as you if it weren't for the grave mistake our father made. He should of gotten rid of you and your human mother when he found her with child. You disgrace me everytime you take a breath."
Sesshoumaru's voice held so much loathing in that sentence that even though the statement wasn't directed at Kagome, her heart still stung. She could only imagine how Inuyasha felt. She turned her head towards her left to see his face. Inuyasha eyes were stone cold and narrowed dangerously. If he wasn't holding his sword she was sure he would of transformed.
"You..you..cold, heartless, egotistic, loathsome, pitiful bastard. Go rot it hell. Hanyou, hanyou, hanyou Worthless and disgrace. Why is it that those are the only words that can come from your mouth. Your insults are getting real old really quick Sesshoumaru. So what I'm a halfbreed. Big fucking do. We all know. Theres your one insult down the fucking tubs. Worthless huh? If I'm soooo worthless then why the hell do I have the sword you want so bad. Why is your arms gone?
Why is it every time you have tried to take tetsaiga I have managed to throw you off. How the HELL does that make me worthless?! You are nothing but a spoiled rotten brat!Who has never had to fight for get to BELONG to a race.
You got to KNOW our father. Its must be great being the lucky brother isn't?! And the one thing you want but does't have, is given to your HALF breed brother, it kills you doesn't it?! Tell me brother.. how does it feel knowing that worthless brother of yours has what you want most."Inuyasha was smirking in triumph.
He had said everything he wanted to say to his brother and was still standing. Kagome grabbed Inuyashas shoulder slightly when she looked over at Sesshomaru. He was giving him the mother of all death glare. But there was more written under those eyes.
"How dare you." he whispered with venom."How DARE YOU!"he roared
"What do you know half- breed what could you possibly know about this Sesshoumaru?! Lucky? Lucky fucking lucky?! You think I'm lucky?! YOU DAMN BASTERED!? Do you not relies how YOU are the lucky one?!
You fool! I may be in a race but what does that matter if you are still all alone!You may of had your hard times but somebody ALWAYS cared about you! You ALWAYS had somebody you could say loved you! Cared enough to die for you! You say I'm lucky to of known our father? I would rather have the knowledge to know he died FOR ME. Instead I get to know that he LEFT me gave me up to save YOU!! He chose you over me!
You had a mother who loved you more then anything. You said it yourself she cared enough to shed tears for you! My mother didn't give rats ass about me! The only thing she ever did for me was give birth to me! Father and your mother had you out of the love they held for each other.
I was born for fathers need for a heir! Even now you have people.. friends who are willing to give their lives for you at a moments notice!Look at them! Look! They stand there with weapons though they know they could NEVER defeat me! GOD DAMN YOU! How can you say I'm lucky?!! Your right little brother it kills me to see you have that sword. Because it's just another reminder of how father loved you FAR more then he ever cared about me. WHY? What made you so special? He didn't even know you!Even now! Your still are loved more. Why is that!Why you?"
Then in a voice so small Kagome would of missed it if she hadn't listend carefully "You. why not me?" Kagome saw him breathing heavy from his out burst. But what she noticed more were his eyes. No more were his eyes the emotionless cold stones but were glazed over and filled with pain, hate, and....was that fear? He was raw. Kagome took a small step towards the demon. Sesshomaru turned and fled the scene as fast as he could. It took a couple a minutes for the others to realise what just happened.
"I...I never.." Inuyasha mumbled to himself. Kagome spun around and faced the group and gave them a look of determination. "I'm going after him." "Kagome you can't he's unstable. He could hurt you!" Sango shot back with worry. "Sango is right Sesshomaru is even more dangerous right now." "It doesn't matter right now more then ever... whether he knows it or not, he needs someone to be there to tell him it's gonna be ok. Thats to much pain pent up for to long for someone to handle alone." Just as sango was about to speak against it again Inuyasha cut her off.
"I'll take you." The group turnned towards him in surprise. " I'll make sure he doesn't hurt Kagome. And she's right. Sesshomaru needs someone right now. And I.. think...Kagome can get to him. She did for me anyway." Kagome gave Inuyasha a soft smile. "We'll be back later guys..and just in case take out an extra ramen." Kagome winked knowingly. Inuyasha nodded at Kagome and they took off following his brothers sent.
xocrisscrossxo- There you are I hope you enjoyed this first part. The next chapter will be up tomarrow probaly. I have it written so i just have to up load it soooo review comment watever haters can go hang with kikyo. so there :-p Bye bye!