Just Think
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I'm back but not happy I'm having a very depressing week so this is kind of a fic of my feelings and not just theirs its my version
The wind blows across the sky among the top of the trees its quiet not a chime of a sound is heard this is the life of a pilot. Fighting in wars bringing peace is this what they really want? Could they have dreams juts like everyone else every perhaps emotions? Heero Yui thinks they should even if they can't show it very often being thrown around in the Gundam suits the feeling the emotion pain sadness darkness no light shines there not even the tiniest bit. One light shine your sure this is the way out of this blasted world but your opposed once more. He follows the path chosen for him its the only thing he has got. Nothing can bring him out he's lost, scared but still able not to show. It he's grown bold and even colder " its safer to keep pushing people away that way you won't get hurt" those were the only words heard from him since he threatened Relena he talks to no one not even a mumble he lives on his quiet life hoping one day he'll find his way out. Though this is only one of the five his emotions of darkness are more effective on people then he thinks. The cheerful Duo Maxwell no longer has anything to cheer about but sits on a brick wall staring in to the clouds and praying for his pushed away friend. Long walks in a deserted park make no difference with no one to tease no one to play around with he tightens the grip on his cross necklace hoping for the last bit of happiness he might be able to push out " sometimes things happen for a reason but this is one thing that has got to change". Only one thinks on the same line as Duo peace, war confused as he is he can tell us no more that this " the sun and darkness are having a war the sun wins the battles the darkness won the war" Quatre still there unable to smile how could something so stupid turn to be something so effective to effect the soul of a weapon the soul of the only person who might understand. He turns and stares at the pile of music before him he finds a song difficult yet entertaining he plays on his lonely violin whispering "this song is for you Heero find your way out of darkness". The quiet sound of the violin can be heard by more that just the player a flute melody is joining it a slim figure is standing there eyes closed listening to the violin as the flute joins it but could this player tell he is the one playing along or was his mind full of other things other thoughts…. "all our hearts are joined there's no parting we'll help you Heero even if you may not know it" Trowa Barton does he have a heart of ice if he does it just melted….The sound of the music being picked up by the wind carries it out into the open field where a lonely soul sits but no lonely for himself but for his quiet friends those quiet himself on his own with the idea that he needs no one he can not help but open his heart just a crack to let the sorrow that pain the lovely music creep in "the darkness may have taken over but we'll always be there for you Heero just like you'll be there for us"
Just a conclusion to this maybe all ya'll people who think their on top of everyone just maybe you should think about those people who are living in hell and maybe you'll get a glimps of hardship, sorrow, pain, and not take the wonderful music away from them.