If Only
is owned by Hanson. So Weird by Disney.
Well every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's
a picture tearin in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "You've got to hold it in" this time tonight
It wasn't always like this. I can't remember when the feelings began but
I know it hasn't been forever. Even
though it feels like it has been. I'm a
foolish boy, with a foolish heart inside of me. I try to stop the thought from forming. The rain can't be stopped and neither can my heart. I know she'll never understand will leave me
standing as half the man I was.
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if only you'd look at me and
want to stay, if only I could take you in my arms and say, I won't go cuz I
need you
The hunting
and the presuing the game is half the fun.
And what if you capture it in your aim and runs off? That's how I feel when I'm near her, when I
hear her, and especially when I touch her.
And don't want to scare her off and kill myself. So like a hunter I hide myself unable to
pull the trigger.
Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "She'll never let you in" this time tonight
Maybe it could work out. She might feel the same.
But no she doesn't. She can't, can
she? I have to stop this! I'll drive myself insane with these games I
play inside my head, which have no possible finish line or proper solution. Still she holds the key to my heart even
though at times I wished you didn't.
And the other times I wish she'd unlock it and set me free into her
arms.
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and say, I won't go cuz I need you
Everyday I have
the chance to let her know. Or to
deliver little hints that even a blind man could pick up on. Atlas I never do. I'm scared, of her, myself and my heart. I think everything should remain the same,
nothing can change. No matter how hard
that is.
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way
And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
A dream. My life has become a dream that I can't stir myself from. I want to return to the here and now, just
forget these feelings. Let her just be
a friend and make the thought of her becoming more vanish away. She's a good friend that should be enough. Bit it's not. Every time I look at her I just need more.
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if only you'd
look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and say, I won't go cuz I need you
One day I might move on.
Find another pretty face in the crowd was willing to be mine. We'll run off and be forever happy. And the thought of her will only make me
laugh at my foolishness. Still deep
inside I never will develop an antimotic for her. I wish life wasn't so cruel.
I wish I hadn't fallen in love.
But must important off all I just wish she could know.
Please don't go cause I need you now
Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah
