Ok its me again the infamous teary! I had a random moment and thought hey I should get started on a new story! And to the fans of my other story my special someone I have no idea were to go with it so don't expect any updates unless you can help a sista out with some idea! Thanks! Well then here's the story don't forget to review lovelies!
Rays P.O.V
Its thunder storming and heavily raining again, great that means I wont be able to go home for at least another hour or so. This just gives Kai more time to find out what I've been doing the past three months of our 9-month relationship. You're probably lost by now or get where I'm going with this, you see my names ray kon and I'm a cheating whore. Yeah I said it and what? But the funny thing is I'm not really ashamed of it.
For the past three months of my so-called "wonderful" relationship with Kai I've been sleeping with one of his good friends Brooklyn. Why I do it you ask; to be completely honest I really don't know, it's not as if Kai doesn't give me what I need sexually or emotionally he actually treats me like a prince his beautiful prince to be exact. Also he's great in bed to say so myself but there's just something about him that makes me want to hurt him…break his heart…even kill him. Sounds psychopathically? Yeah I know and its my own conscience, I think the reason I do it is because I'm lonely. Lately Kai has been away on business trips and is always at the office. Come to think of it with all the excuses he gives me I would think he's cheat on me! HA! That's a good one, I'm Kai entire world he can't live without me and I'm happy about that.
It feels nice having someone to fall back on if Brooklyn and me don't work out. Speaking of Brooklyn he's here with me now playing with the thin baby hairs around my navel. He's so cute when he wants to be we just had sex ten minutes ago and he's still resting on my stomach from the marvelous experience. If it weren't for this goddamn rain I would be on my way home to Kai. Hey don't get me wrong I would love to spend the rest of the evening with my Brookie but I have a second life to keep up, if Kai wasn't so damn hot I wouldn't be with him anyway. To put it simply the only reason I got with Kai is for his body and he's a good lover. Oh look that infamous word love I'm not that much of a jerk to not know what love is. With the life I have you didn't think I'd know what it was right? But the real question is do I love Kai? Lets see its more of an infatuation and lust then love.
The only person who holds a place in my heart other then myself (#teary# conceited much) is Brooklyn. I love him to death I don't even know why I'm so attracted to him; it seems as if I'm really unsure of things doesn't it? Maybe it's the fact he works wonders with his tongue but that's besides the point. I'd cut off my arm for him…dare I say it again I would even kill Kai just for him. He's so magnificent and so understanding, he doesn't mind that I'm with Kai because he knows my heart belongs to him; thou at times he does get a little jealous when I come to him with Kai's love bits on my neck. Speaking of hickeys lets go back to a jiffy were I almost got busted by Kai. Thinking back on that incident it's actually the first time Kai had suspicions of me cheating…
#teary# alrightly well that was…interesting I just thought I might as well right something to help get rid of my writers block tell me if you found it good and if I should start on another chapter? So be the lovely children of god that you are and REVIEW!