Pheromones

A/N: They won't share the rights. Saddly.

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It was the hallucination.

Whole days that passed when truly you were only unconscious for no more than ten minutes, the ten minutes that made you change almost everything. Changed how you saw her.

Because you realized that you were lonely, that being miserable would bring you nothing. You had the function of your leg back and it didn't matter because no one was truly there to be happy with you.

No one was back at your cluttered apartment that had been too big for years now. Full of memories you wanted to forget.

And she had to be so beautiful.

You pretended that all you wanted to prove was that she did wear that type of sexy underwear to work.

Deep down the stupid little voice (it sounded too much like Wilson's ) told you that she was beautiful and she would care. She would smile when you had taken that first step without that stupid cane.

She would have hugged you when the pain came back, slowly and gradually.

You noticed her more; every little detail was kept in your memory. The way she walked, with steps confident and hurried, and her hips swished from side to side in a pace so slow it drove you crazy.

"You're hair is pretty" you slurred as she handed Wilson slides and both of you pretended it was because of your little stunt with Adam; 'monkey see, monkey do'.

The boys had settled themselves comfortably into the chairs in Wilson's office and she stood by the door, and you could tell she tried not to roll her eyes. You asked her to sit next to you before you really register the idea.

She smelled better than anyone you've ever met. It was a mix of vanilla, honey, and Cameron. You couldn't really break down her sent, the one hidden underneath her shampoo and soap, and all you wanted was to bury your face in her neck to have it intoxicate you. It would be better than any drug you've ever taken, and you knew that.

So you got up, tried to put some space between the two of you. Before you would do any of those things you had been wanting to for years.

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Your carpet was back and for a moment you wanted to go tease Cuddy because you won. You knew it was juvenile and stupid, but your favorite hobby is to see steam come out of her ears.

No one understood, but the faded red stain is a part of you, one that you aren't ready to let go of yet. Because it makes you remember that blissful hallucination.

Cameron was next to you and she said something, you can't remember because you were lost in her eyes with that stupid urge to kiss her in your mind again.

Somehow you both end up at the bar down the street drinking some fruity drink that will take forever to get either of you to pass off as a possible drunk.

But the conversation was light and comfortable and you enjoyed yourself.

"So what was the deal with the carpet?"

"You just can't let that go, can you?"

"Sorry, but after working with you for this long some things do tend to rub off" she smiled and you knew she wanted to tease you, so you rolled your eyes.

"I had a hallucination" you have no idea why you told her, but you continued until she knows everything.

She was quiet for a moment and her drink was gone by the time she looked at you again, gray eyes cloudy with something you can't place for a second. Then it hits you, because it was the look you have every time you looked at her, lust and something you refused to admit.

"You know" she smiled, just enough to make her look incredibly sexy and you have to swallow hard "How you were able to imagine the type of underwear I use. That's really what I want to know"

"Well the cameras I have installed in your apartment did help"

"Oh yeah. But I bet the picture wasn't very clear"

You don't think you'd ever seem her this confident and you want her. You need her.

"That's true. Too much is still left for the imagination"

"We can change that"

You wonder for a second if she's drunk. But her eyes were too alert and intense.

"You know it's funny. My now ex-stalker, was also called Allie" you tried to change the topic before you took her up on the offer "Is there a thing with everyone with that name wanting to have sex with me?"

She leaned slightly forward and crossed her legs, and her skirt rode up and her chest stood out, giving you a nice glimpse into everything you wanted. You took in a deep breath and you swear you tried to think of something else.

"It's the eyes. We are all sucker for blue eyes"

"I don't see you fawning over Chase"

"Chase is, in a sad truth, an idiot"

"That so?"

"What can I say? He's hot, but not really my type"

"He just doesn't have the wood" you held up your cane and she laughed.

You are silent and it wasn't as awkward as you thought it would be. Because you could read her through gray eyes.

Funny you once thought they were green.

You were both silent as you paid for the drinks and you offered to drive her home, even if her car was still in the Hospital's parking garage.

She told you, you could drive her to your place.

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