This one-shot fan fiction contains yaoi/ shounen ai/ slash -whichever way
you want to put is fine with me; as long as you get the idea. By the way,
these are Nikki's thoughts on Serge; who else is a rock star in the game?
Disclaimer: I don't own Chrono's Cross and I never wish to; too much work.
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You're just sitting there watching the sky with a light smile plaster onto your face. You look at the sky likes it's the most beautiful thing in the word but yet, it is still the same boring old one. I don't see what's so special about it but yet you do and truthfully, I don't care. All I care and ever want is for you to look at me that way; the way that you're looking at the sky now, the way you look at Kid.
You're so close and yet so far away. We are so distant and different in many ways. You are an angel and I am a pathetic human who sold out my soul to be a freaking rock star. I will forever be along and unloved while you are constantly making new friends and loved ones who you protect with all your strength; especially Kid.
Why is it that you love her? Why? Why can't you love me? Why can't you look at me as more than just a friend? It's all so unfair. I mean, I thought that my life has turned around when you came into it. We travel and have adventures; I even found my sister. But I guess everything good in life comes with a price doesn't it? By why is the price so high? Why do I have to give up the one I love (and probably the only person who ever really cared about me) to the likes of that blond-headed girl? I hate Kid! I hate you Serge! Ya, you heard me, I HATE YOU! You crush my heart every single time you smile at her, not me. It hurts when you care about her more than me. It pains me to see you in pain because she's in pain. Why is it always her and never me?
Maybe it's my fault, for not telling you that I loved you ever since I laid my eyes on you. Maybe it's my fault that you only like me as a friend but can you blame me? How can I tell you that I liked you? It's not normal for a person to be bisexual; how normal do you think being homosexual is? What are the chances of you actually liking me? But maybe...
Now that I really think about it, maybe I should how told you how I felt earlier. I'm such a coward, a grade A idiot. If I had just told you, you might have accepted me, you might have loved me too. And even if you rejected me, I could have grown closer to your heart every passing second, because you knew that I loved you. But it's too late to think about the past now, too late to think about what I could have done.
Maybe it was my destiny to remain forever lonely, longing to be loved. I don't know, I really don't know. All I know is that I want you to be happy...even if... even if it means to give you up. I am such a pathetic fool to even think that the likes me would have a chance with an angel like you. I feel so stupid.
"Oi Nikki"
"Uh," I replied as I snapped out my train of thought.
"Should we continue or stay and call it a night," you said as the gentle breeze blows your bandana off. Okay, maybe it wasn't so gentle but without your bandana, you look more like an angel.
"Hello, anyone home?" you asked as you waved your hands in front of my face.
"Hm, oh, the answer, um, ya, sure, whatever," I replied (I kinda forgot the question ^^'; hope Serge isn't mad) as I lay down on my back. Then I turned to look at you as you turned to look at Kid who was napping under a tree.
Oh, if only you were mine.
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That was too sappy for my liking; I like romance stories where at the end someone suffers a lot because of love.
Nikki sounds like a lovesick moron but I guess that's what love does it you. I'm not really sure though; I've never been in love so as far as I can tell, love sucks.
Disclaimer: I don't own Chrono's Cross and I never wish to; too much work.
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You're just sitting there watching the sky with a light smile plaster onto your face. You look at the sky likes it's the most beautiful thing in the word but yet, it is still the same boring old one. I don't see what's so special about it but yet you do and truthfully, I don't care. All I care and ever want is for you to look at me that way; the way that you're looking at the sky now, the way you look at Kid.
You're so close and yet so far away. We are so distant and different in many ways. You are an angel and I am a pathetic human who sold out my soul to be a freaking rock star. I will forever be along and unloved while you are constantly making new friends and loved ones who you protect with all your strength; especially Kid.
Why is it that you love her? Why? Why can't you love me? Why can't you look at me as more than just a friend? It's all so unfair. I mean, I thought that my life has turned around when you came into it. We travel and have adventures; I even found my sister. But I guess everything good in life comes with a price doesn't it? By why is the price so high? Why do I have to give up the one I love (and probably the only person who ever really cared about me) to the likes of that blond-headed girl? I hate Kid! I hate you Serge! Ya, you heard me, I HATE YOU! You crush my heart every single time you smile at her, not me. It hurts when you care about her more than me. It pains me to see you in pain because she's in pain. Why is it always her and never me?
Maybe it's my fault, for not telling you that I loved you ever since I laid my eyes on you. Maybe it's my fault that you only like me as a friend but can you blame me? How can I tell you that I liked you? It's not normal for a person to be bisexual; how normal do you think being homosexual is? What are the chances of you actually liking me? But maybe...
Now that I really think about it, maybe I should how told you how I felt earlier. I'm such a coward, a grade A idiot. If I had just told you, you might have accepted me, you might have loved me too. And even if you rejected me, I could have grown closer to your heart every passing second, because you knew that I loved you. But it's too late to think about the past now, too late to think about what I could have done.
Maybe it was my destiny to remain forever lonely, longing to be loved. I don't know, I really don't know. All I know is that I want you to be happy...even if... even if it means to give you up. I am such a pathetic fool to even think that the likes me would have a chance with an angel like you. I feel so stupid.
"Oi Nikki"
"Uh," I replied as I snapped out my train of thought.
"Should we continue or stay and call it a night," you said as the gentle breeze blows your bandana off. Okay, maybe it wasn't so gentle but without your bandana, you look more like an angel.
"Hello, anyone home?" you asked as you waved your hands in front of my face.
"Hm, oh, the answer, um, ya, sure, whatever," I replied (I kinda forgot the question ^^'; hope Serge isn't mad) as I lay down on my back. Then I turned to look at you as you turned to look at Kid who was napping under a tree.
Oh, if only you were mine.
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That was too sappy for my liking; I like romance stories where at the end someone suffers a lot because of love.
Nikki sounds like a lovesick moron but I guess that's what love does it you. I'm not really sure though; I've never been in love so as far as I can tell, love sucks.