Disclaimer: I do not own Trigun…..damn it…

***Again I was really bored when I wrote this. I have writer`s block on a couple of my longer stories and this is what comes out. I think that it speaks well for Knives.



Brother….

How could you?

You`re my brother! Vash, why?!

I thought that brothers did not shoot eachother. I thought that we had an understanding. I thought that you, of the two of us, would not do this.

That woman…that bitch! She`s the reason you fell away from me and what was right in the first place! She lied to you and you loved her for it! You listened to her fantasy visions of a perfect world for humans to live in! Spiders! They will always be spiders! They will feast away at anything and everything until they have to find another planet to ruin! They destroyed their own world, Vash! Why should they be permitted to enjoy another where they will ultimately repeat their fate!

We are superior to them! Can`t you see that?!

It hurts! It hurts, Vash! I see my blood…my own blood! I remember when you shot me a long time ago. Another stupid argument about humans! Don`t you remember that?! You shot me then you took my gun away! I remember the look in your eyes. You looked scared. Why? Why were you scared? You act as if I shot you or something. Hell no! You shot me! I`m the one who was betrayed!

…Your face looks the same now as I look at it through my fading vision. You have your gun pointed right at me now. Déjà vu.

…You dropped the gun…why did you drop the gun?! I don`t understand! Why don`t you finish what you started with me?

Maybe…maybe I do deserve to die. Maybe…no! You`re not right, brother! You`re wrong! You will always be wrong! Humans are the ones who deserve to die! These stupid spiders…they infect every world! Can`t you see that?! Why can`t you see that?

They use us. They need us to power their cities. They use us like we are nothing…then we eventually die without having a real purpose. We die, Vash! We cannot waste away as these stupid humans` power source! It wastes our energy and prolongs our suffering! No more! I can`t take anymore!

That pain is back. It left for a moment but it`s coming back. Don`t you care at all that I can`t stand pain? Did you ever stop and think about what you were doing?

No. You don`t care about me. If you did you would have listened to me in the first place.

Why are you looking at me that way, Vash?! You took off the red coat, I see. Hmph! That stupid woman`s favorite color! I can`t see where you threw it. Good riddance anyways.

Why are you picking me up? I don`t want to live anymore! Finish me off! Why can`t you understand?! I don`t want to live among them…among the spiders….

I can`t believe that you`re taking me to your humans. I`ll make you pay for this dearly. Look at those females that you consider friends. I saw them for a second but now my vison is fading. Why do you feel like you must be around them? They`re only human! They are not our species!

I should kill them. I should kill them so you will be hurt. I should kill them as I killed Rem.

Rem…that stupid woman. Even her name is too perfect. She poisons your mind still. Must I always be the only one to think about what she was doing to you?

You call out to those girls. They sound frightened. Ha! My name should frighten them! All the better for me…but…maybe…maybe I am being unreasonsable here. Maybe I should let them live until I discover just what you see in them. Yes…

Until then…I need a rest.



***Yes. Short but this POV is short. I am planning on doing a Vash POV and a Meryl POV as she thinks about what may be going on. If you have any suggestions for another POV to add please let me know. Thanks.