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Prologue
It was a dark night. Rain was pouring down and the wind was howling. No one was out on the street at this time of the day. Only a fool would walk outside and still there was someone running through the streets of the small town.
The boy had his coat pulled tight around him and he kept running, afraid to look back and see if 'he' was following him. Somewhere along the way he had lost a shoe and his hair was plastered on his face. He tried to brush his hair out of his face but most of it stayed glued to his face.
When he heard something behind him he tried to run ever harder and looked around, frantic. Finally he saw what he was looking for and he allowed himself to take it a little slower. He had to reach the monastery and then he'd be safe...safe from him.
When he reached the large building he started to pound on the wooden door. He turned his head to see if 'he' had followed him but there wasn't a sign. When he heard someone open a latch he smiled.
He was greeted by a short bald man who was wearing a long black robe. "Squall?" He asked, sounding stunned, trying to understand why the boy was here. He had been here this morning and stayed until afternoon.
"Fedel help me" Squall sobbed, finally letting the fear and pain take over his young body.
Fedel knelt down so he was face to face with the brunette. "What's wrong Squall? Why are you outside in the rain?"
Squall sobbed again and pushed his arms around Fedel's neck, trying to pull him as close as possible. "I don't want to go back" Squall whispered before his body slumped and he loosed conscious.
~~~
When Squall opened his eyes he frowned, wondering where he was. He pushed the sheets of his body and got out of the bed. When his feet made contact with the cold marble floor he shivered but got up getting protest from his brain who didn't like the cold feeling that was now running through his body. He was glad to see he was still wearing his jeans but his shirt was gone and that made him cross his arms, trying to make himself feel less uncomfortable.
When he heard a knock on the door he nearly jumped but when he saw Fedel enter the room he sighed and sat down on the bed. He looked at the small man who was closing the door. Then Fedel turned to him and gave him a small smile. "How are you now?" Fedel asked.
"I am feeling better" Squall said.
"Can you go home?"
Squall shook his head before turning it to the floor. He was plucking at the sheets trying not to look to tense, but failing miserably.
"Did your father hurt you?" Fedel asked, all ready knowing the answer but he had to ask. That was the reason why Squall was here so much, because his father would hurt him. He walked over to the bed and sat down next to the boy. "He loves you but someti-"
"He doesn't love me, no one does" Squall cut him short. He looked at Fedel. "If he loves me then I don't want him too" The brunette continued, stunning Fedel with this simple statement. "If your true then it means love hurts...I don't want to feel that pain ever again"
Fedel pulled the boy on his lap and hugged him, rocking him back and forth slowly. "It will get better"
"I'll never love someone, I don't want to hurt someone...I'll never love and I'll never hurt" Squall said and looked up at the man. "From this day on love doesn't exist anymore"
Tell me if this is any good and review. I'm not going to say please but I'm thinking it. If you didn't notice yet : This is an AU.
Prologue
It was a dark night. Rain was pouring down and the wind was howling. No one was out on the street at this time of the day. Only a fool would walk outside and still there was someone running through the streets of the small town.
The boy had his coat pulled tight around him and he kept running, afraid to look back and see if 'he' was following him. Somewhere along the way he had lost a shoe and his hair was plastered on his face. He tried to brush his hair out of his face but most of it stayed glued to his face.
When he heard something behind him he tried to run ever harder and looked around, frantic. Finally he saw what he was looking for and he allowed himself to take it a little slower. He had to reach the monastery and then he'd be safe...safe from him.
When he reached the large building he started to pound on the wooden door. He turned his head to see if 'he' had followed him but there wasn't a sign. When he heard someone open a latch he smiled.
He was greeted by a short bald man who was wearing a long black robe. "Squall?" He asked, sounding stunned, trying to understand why the boy was here. He had been here this morning and stayed until afternoon.
"Fedel help me" Squall sobbed, finally letting the fear and pain take over his young body.
Fedel knelt down so he was face to face with the brunette. "What's wrong Squall? Why are you outside in the rain?"
Squall sobbed again and pushed his arms around Fedel's neck, trying to pull him as close as possible. "I don't want to go back" Squall whispered before his body slumped and he loosed conscious.
~~~
When Squall opened his eyes he frowned, wondering where he was. He pushed the sheets of his body and got out of the bed. When his feet made contact with the cold marble floor he shivered but got up getting protest from his brain who didn't like the cold feeling that was now running through his body. He was glad to see he was still wearing his jeans but his shirt was gone and that made him cross his arms, trying to make himself feel less uncomfortable.
When he heard a knock on the door he nearly jumped but when he saw Fedel enter the room he sighed and sat down on the bed. He looked at the small man who was closing the door. Then Fedel turned to him and gave him a small smile. "How are you now?" Fedel asked.
"I am feeling better" Squall said.
"Can you go home?"
Squall shook his head before turning it to the floor. He was plucking at the sheets trying not to look to tense, but failing miserably.
"Did your father hurt you?" Fedel asked, all ready knowing the answer but he had to ask. That was the reason why Squall was here so much, because his father would hurt him. He walked over to the bed and sat down next to the boy. "He loves you but someti-"
"He doesn't love me, no one does" Squall cut him short. He looked at Fedel. "If he loves me then I don't want him too" The brunette continued, stunning Fedel with this simple statement. "If your true then it means love hurts...I don't want to feel that pain ever again"
Fedel pulled the boy on his lap and hugged him, rocking him back and forth slowly. "It will get better"
"I'll never love someone, I don't want to hurt someone...I'll never love and I'll never hurt" Squall said and looked up at the man. "From this day on love doesn't exist anymore"
Tell me if this is any good and review. I'm not going to say please but I'm thinking it. If you didn't notice yet : This is an AU.