Tainted inocence
She always thought it was interesting how to become something so holy, one must be pure. After years of being a wide eyed fledgling, she was certainly not pure, at least not innocent in the mind.
The temptation to loose what gave her a second chance was not always a pleasing thing to think about, nor did it cross her mind much. When it did, she'd dismiss the possibility of losing it. Not just because the only person as a possibility to lose it to was either a human pig, or an insane vampire that liked guns and violence a little too much, but something else.
Sure, in the beginning, she didn't want to drink blood, but she always thought it was the only way to hold onto SOME humanity that she had left. But that turned out not to be a possibility for her. What good would it do to get a second chance, only to lose it for some selfish reason.
She was no longer human, but a vampire, a "no-life king". At least that's what her master told on a day to day bases, much to her annoyance. He mostly just pestered her because he was board, and his master was not as young as she used to be. He still loved her though, and that's what she wanted.
Not that she could have, or give it. That's just how it worked out for her. To do that her last string left of being human would break, the very thing that brought her into this endless life of night. She wasn't regretful of her decision, just slightly curious of how she became a creature of the dark.
And so Seras Victoria sat on that roof, staring at the red moon, thinking. The wind ruffled her hair, and her tight uniform's skirt danced in the wind. Looking at her, she just looked innocent as a girl. That she was, physically, but what she's seen could break any hardened man. The purity, she knew, was the reason that her master let her live. He was just curious to see how she'd fend for herself, as innocent she was. She used to be naive, but she kept her optimistic view of the world, and her pure blood intact.
Tainted beauty is she blue eyes of the ocean
blond hair of the son
innocent body of a virgin.
That was how she became tainted
through the thrill of a sinful creature
through his fun and games
the tainted always takes the innocent
but the innocent have the choice to stay that way
and to walk between two worlds.
That's what she chose,
That Seras victoria
Hey! My first just Hellsing fanfic. This was more of my ponderings through Seras, and I thought that's how she'd think as she aged. Like it or hate it's fine with me. I don't own hellsing, by the way! Totally wish I did, though. R&R if you wish, and thanks for reading!
~lionwhizk